[wishnomore]

I wonder if Addy knows I am already stalling on going to bed, once again. And supposedly I have to wake up early tomorrow at 4am! Which means 3 hours of sleep tonight before work?? I wonder if any of you live off of coffee too.

I wonder if it'll be okay if I had extra sleep today since I didn't go to work because I tried to stay home and get things done but ended up not doing as much as I'd hoped.

I wonder when and if I'll ever get these school applications sent out. I wonder why I thought this would be easier than it is.

I wonder still even more so about my client this week that told me some critical things and why I can't just "shake" it away.

I wonder if Addy knows that this is my roughest time of year, and right now I am sandwiched in between two anniversaries - the death and birth of my mom... just a week or so more to go and then I can actually begin to enjoy the holidays. Especially if I have my to-do list completed by then too.

I wonder if you all have learned already that I like to keep extremely busy as my coping style.... so tomorrow night I have an event to attend in the evening, then saturday we are going to the university's football game, and then sunday I am going to a friend's brunch at her home. Always one thing after the next, that is why I keep wondering when I am going to stop and smell the roses. *sigh Life is not a race... why can't I remember that?

I wonder what you are all up to and your life journeys and your struggles, hurdles, and what you all have overcome. I wonder how Goofy's appt went today.

I wonder where all my old SOS family has gone and how their lives are treating them now: scrabble, lara, reyn, E, fury, mere .... i hope its okay that you all have become my new family now.

And i wonder about alffe and what she said about me growing up too fast physically and perhaps I am still not completely grown-up but "stuck" in ways... and I wonder how stuck I do feel.

I wonder if Gingerbread Lattes make you all feel like its the holidays officially now too.