[wishnomore]

I wonder if Addy knows I am already stalling on going to bed, once again. And supposedly I have to wake up early tomorrow at 4am! Which means 3 hours of sleep tonight before work?? I wonder if any of you live off of coffee too.

I wonder if it'll be okay if I had extra sleep today since I didn't go to work because I tried to stay home and get things done but ended up not doing as much as I'd hoped.

I wonder when and if I'll ever get these school applications sent out. I wonder why I thought this would be easier than it is.

I wonder still even more so about my client this week that told me some critical things and why I can't just "shake" it away.

I wonder if Addy knows that this is my roughest time of year, and right now I am sandwiched in between two anniversaries - the death and birth of my mom... just a week or so more to go and then I can actually begin to enjoy the holidays. Especially if I have my to-do list completed by then too.

I wonder if you all have learned already that I like to keep extremely busy as my coping style.... so tomorrow night I have an event to attend in the evening, then saturday we are going to the university's football game, and then sunday I am going to a friend's brunch at her home. Always one thing after the next, that is why I keep wondering when I am going to stop and smell the roses. *sigh Life is not a race... why can't I remember that?

I wonder what you are all up to and your life journeys and your struggles, hurdles, and what you all have overcome. I wonder how Goofy's appt went today.

I wonder where all my old SOS family has gone and how their lives are treating them now: scrabble, lara, reyn, E, fury, mere .... i hope its okay that you all have become my new family now.

And i wonder about alffe and what she said about me growing up too fast physically and perhaps I am still not completely grown-up but "stuck" in ways... and I wonder how stuck I do feel.

I wonder if Gingerbread Lattes make you all feel like its the holidays officially now too.

[barbo]

I too seem to be stuck in a place I can't escape. My daughter died 8-21-03 and I grieve her more every day. Shouldn't it go the other way? The further one gets from the anniversary date the better they are. Not true. My grief just seems to deepen. I feel close to her but with such sadness I can't describe. That's what's happening with me.

[Alffe]

I wonder if I can tell Barbo that yesterday, I came across an entire folder of things her daughter had sent us...some thank you's to both Mr.Alffe and me, some honest, angry poetry, the unicorn stationery she made me...the wonderful original post cards of you, grandparents, Fen....

I wonder if I can say that I treasure them because she was such a treasure...

I wonder if I can admit to never having a latte, gingerbread of other kind..

I wonder if wish has ever had Hiram Walker Pumpkin Spice Liqueur w/half cream................

I wonder that Mr.Alffe called me earlier this morning on the toll road in a snow squall........

I wonder at the big dead bird I now have in my freezer...

[Doody]

Originally Posted by Alffe

...I wonder at the big dead bird I now have in my freezer...

Ah...I wonder that the world is right again.

[FeelinGoofy]

I wonder when life is going to stop throwing me curve balls...... sigh

[Alffe]

I wonder if I can give Goofy a hug......