I am so sorry to read your story here - and you know that because of my dogs I have not done away with myself many times. Like you I am old - no Family or Friends - just sitting here and wondering what to do with myself. I am also on many medications for constant pain and I suffer from Bi-Polar/Depression - so I can understand where you are coming from. I do not have a lot of advice for you really because my position is not much better than yours but if you ever want to talk - please feel free to write - I do not mind private mail.

Morri

Hi Morri and welcome. I wanted to be sure that you know we have a BiPolar forum...here is the link to it..http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum38.html

I'm glad you have dogs to give you a reason to live...dogs are wonderful company.