Wow Doody... thanks for sharing that!

I saw this AWESOME quote the other day and it made me laugh... it can be so true! :


Blue

Hey guys...

Thank you for your great support...

Im sorry, I had to abandon and that's what I didnt come back before here...

My life is a mess...

My mind, my soul, my heart... everything is screwed up... Oh man... How I wish I could put them in order...

I have been thinking a lot in my grandparents and, in how happy they were... in the beautiful family they had... in how much I miss them... in how much I wish I could have a family like theirs... I also think they might be ashamed about me if thy are watching me over there...

I have done nothing with my life... I only know how to work... and study... and that's it... My mood is always weird... my character is horrible... my friends have left me... my family dont invite to their reunions anymore... because Im boring... sad... weird...

In my work... ha... I only find stress... solitude... envy... Im weak...

I know Im being unfair... but I dont understand life and God... I dont think I know what means to be happy...

Im not even suicidal anymore... Im tired even of that I guess....

Dear Majo,

We are here for you. It's not you. It's the depression. Keep the two of them separate. Put the depression in a box and deal with it. Remember that you are wonderful and amazing and loving and deserving of all good things.

M.

I think that it's amazing how you always know exactly how I feel, even when I don't say how I feel. Every time I read one of your posts it's like I'm reading my own journal.

It's like God knew I would be lonely, so He built you and I to share the same heart. That way whenever I hurt I can look at your life and know someone else feels my pain in exactly the same way. And sometimes that's just enough to get me through another day.

Even if you can't find anything else that makes you feel important, you know you will always be important to me.

The only thing I want to scream at you now friends is,

I LOVE YOU.

I will write more when I manage to calm down.

Mayo

Remember you are loved, we are here.

Just remember we love you, We want to understand you.

Donna

(((((((((( ))))))))))

I'm rushing out the door or I'd say more... but just know this - YOU ARE LOVED!!!

Hey my dearest friends !!!

I finally calmed down and can type and think now...

I think I need to change my habits... how to say, I need to start being happy if that makes sense...

I sent my doc an e-mail last night while I was on my crisis and he said he thinks stress reached its limits in me... and that he can notice I have became a workaholic and that that is only aggravating my mood... I think he might be right because when I try to escape my feelings I start working or stay extra hours at the lab... but later on, Im extra tired and still blue...

I talked with my parents hours this morning and show them the e-mail (doc will ring mom later on anyway) and my parents think that now that my pet is gone, I should go to a short trip with my mom... we barely travelled together before as she stayed to take care of my dogs... My mom suggested LA because I told her before that one band I like is playing there (Maroon 5)... but I dont know if we should go or not... I feel nervous and anxious...

So yeah... I have several things to do for school (Im supposed to go back next week) and Im editing a biology book for highschool so... shame is that my brain is tired and I cant think !!! seriously... have you feel this before ?? just trying to think gives me a headache...

I leave you my love here and wish a good day for everybody here reading this.

Mayo

Personally, Get out and GO with your Mother!!!!

You are Procrastinating. Even if its just this first time for a overnight.

Say to your parents, I'm nervous to go for more than a couple of days.
So chose somewhere closer, that you like. Get a room, and do a couple
of fun things.

Keep the LA thing in your mind, and if there is a band you like. I remember
when you couldn't see the last band you wanted too.

I see a big difference in you. So maybe this isn't the band for you.

Or a band isn't the thing you want to do. So sit yourself down.
Say, what would I like to do. And then give Mom this idea.



I personally think it would be a great thing to do, Mom and Daughter


And you know they have out a new Mom and Daughter Chicken Soups
book, I can't remember its exact name. But it was something about
inspirations I believe

Donna


So My vote is: Go for it. I don't have the luck of having a daughter,
But sure wish I did.

Chicken Soup For the Soul... excellent books!

I am so proud of you! ... wow ... just remember this: Baby Steps!

Addy