You know..just having one of those days were you hate this disease. Well everyday I do, but Ive learned to cope it with for the most part..

But last night i stayed up pretty late and have been on the go all day long, now just getting a chance to rest. I also went for a 25 minute run today which is going to kick my ***....I got back and had to sit down for my legs could hold me up any longer. When am i going to learn?

My breathing isnt very good, yet better than sometimes. My eye is really bad, and i feel like im going to pass out.

It just kills me, because its my senior year, all my friends are out hanging out, and I cant. I used to be so active. Captain of my soccer team, playing on one of the best club teams, etc. It just kills me to see myself like this, and osmetimes i get depressed about it, and for what? i know its not just going to go away.

I even had my chest cracked open for it, and its still here.

Thanks for letting me vent..