Tired of being sick... one thing or another...

Tired of being lonely...

Tired of only having to study and work...

Tired of being me...

Tired of this life...

Oh Im so sorry guys, tired of always bothering you with the same s**t...

I just needed to rant, vent, whine... hate life !

Ahhhhhhhhh its ok to rant and vent... what isn't ok is if you hold it inside... so isn't it good that you have somewhere safe that you can talk....

I think, first and foremost... you gotta love yourself.... that's what they say... and we know it isn't easy (especially when you're consumed with beat-me-up thoughts!) ...

so start simply... look at others around you... look at the world you live in... see how good you have things... see how beautiful things are...

once, a long time ago... I started a Gratitude Journal... it was really hard at first... I was so full of bitterness and low self-esteem that I could hardly think of anything to be grateful for...

But every day I stuck at it... (even though I really wanted to write all the things that were bothering me!!)... and wrote the simplest thing down....

and those simple things grew....

Today I a grateful that I saw a butterfly and took pictures of that butterfly...
Today I'm grateful that my upstairs neighbour gave me a cat collar (with a bell!) because my cat has caught and killed 2 little birds (a fine solution to warn the birds that Buddy the cat is on the prowl)...

So... tell me, my friend... what are you grateful for today...

Lets turn things around... k!!!!?

Addy

Aw Addy

I cried after reading your post....

Aw.... you are so wise...

Hum.... Im thankful for having a friend like you

I have'nt been here, in, the longest time! But, I do remember,
always talking to you when I was here, regularly
You were *always* *such* a *sweetheart* and I always hoped that
you'd be here when I was here!!!
I can't tell you, *how* *much*, we'd be missing, if, we didn't have
you on these forums with us!!! I *know*, *I*, could *never*, come
here, again!!! You have no clue, how much we all care about you
and need you here!!! Please, don't *ever*, ever leave us!!!

((((((((((((MoJo))))))))))))

Phyllis

Don't be sorry. It's good to vent.

to you Blue. Keep calm and carry on.

Hard to do that I know, but maybe write a huge note on your wall or your fridge or your mirror. Keep calm and carry on. Be strong. Look outside yourself despite what's going on. You must. I must. We all must.

Thank you guys, you are defo the best !!!

Im just tired of my mood, I dont even understand myself... Im tired of medicines... their side effects...

I hate the people around me...

Argh...

I'm grateful that a person in Mexico named Bluemajo decided to learn english so she could come to a forum and talk to me.

I'm also grateful that it's bedtime because I'm tired too.

I hope you feel less tired of everything in the morning.