you are aware that Keifer was banned right?

kathy i dont think they will delete any threads here and i hope you feel better and post back

please dont commit suicide

your posts arent deleted -one is on that

and it doesnt say youre banned by your name -are you sure?

THe following is some verses from one of the most powerful songs I have sung in my life:


Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those that trespass against us
Although them again we will never, never, never trust

Forgive them father for they know not what they do
Forgive them father for they know not what they do

Beware the false motives of others
Be careful of those who pretend to be brothers
And you never suppose it's those who are closest to you, to you
They say all the right things to gain their position
Then use your kindness as their ammunition
To shoot you down in the name of ambition, they do

It took me a little while to discover
Wolves in sheep coats who pretend to be lovers
Men who lack conscience will even lie to themselves, to themselves
A friend once said, and I found to be true
That everyday people, they lie to God too
So what makes you think, that they won't lie to you.

Forgive them father for they know not what they do
Forgive them father for they know not what they do

Kathy - you have been in my life and heart for years - I am blessed that we have walked this internet path together - often apart but always, deep down, on a parallel path. It takes courage and strength to forgive, chose a different path, love, understand, cry, live, sing, care, let go, share, and hold on... I have no profound message here except to say I care, I understand and I love you exactly as you are. You, Kathy, have changed my life more than you will ever know. Thank you for that.



Kathy, hang on to my little angel and know that from miles away, I am hugging you.

Hi Clouds. thank you for sharing the link above so that I could understand what Kathy is going through.

Addy

hello addy

kathy there must be some way you can still live and feel ok -i beleive anyway

keep trying to live -maybe a cure will be found and i hope your native friend is ok too

just to keep the peace and keep this thread for support for kathy, we are going remove the link to bt.

if anyone needs it, please just send me a pm.

Thank you (((Alffe, Jingle, Doody, Curious, Clouds, Addy)))

Zombie Slayer - Yes, I HAVE been banned from BT. My last communication from the moderators accused me of trying to start trouble over there. Whenever I've tried to log in since then, it says "invalid username." The Sanctuary is also hidden from public view now, so I'm not even able to read the forum anymore.

The Sanctuary at BT was all I had left. I'm not much of a chit-chat person anymore because I don't have a life. I can't perform any hobbies or most daily activities, so I spend day after day in my dark home either in bed or at the computer. I only look outside when I have to because it hurts my eyes. Therefore, there is usually nothing ever "new" with me - all I have is my past, my life experience, and my opinions.

So, WHY have I been banned and WHY is the Sanctuary hidden from public view?

PS: ((Addy)) Yep - I signed up at the chatrooms just after NORD informed me not only was I an "orphan" disease, I was a "rare orphan disease" - so rare they had to ADD my disease to their list. I figured if I had to live the rest of my life with the label "freak" and "orphan," I might as well take ownership of the words.

((((Kathy)))) It always makes me feel good to see you post.

banned? thats weird.. they suck .. since they banned egdewood and others i thought they were weird

there is this forum and many others to post on so braintalk can go to somehwere

id just ignore them

how many people post there that dont post here? probaly few

list them and maybe we will send this message in a pm there

have a nice day kathy

eat raw garlic -it seems calming greek food too

I don't think it's right to talk about this here quite frankly, however, I did just want to let you know that it's never said banned on your name.



I checked your name when you said you'd been banned and it said the same thing then. Always says

KathyM
Distinguished Member

I just checked again and the Sanctuary appears to be an invisible forum, but if you log in it's fully visible to everyone. The people who can answer your questions aren't here, they're over there.