The medications have had no effect on me apart from cause me life changing devastation they could give me a sleeping pill and it have no effect, so whatever they put me on now makes no difference. All I should be doing is suing them for ruining my life and taking a mother away from her children.

Sam --when u were in the hospital did they treat your for this condition that day its called-- Neuroleptic Maligant Syndrome-- which explains alot of your symptoms and even the physcial ones you experienced that day. Maybe a Neuro-specialist might be the one to seek advice from going forward. Your in my prayers!!

Hi Sam, You mentioned you have had ECT.
You say "I have no emotions or memories".
If you've had ECT recently it's possible that may be causing some of your difficulties at present.
Are you in an hospital now?

Hi markneil. I see you're a new member.
I just wanted to say hello to you too and to say that I'm very sorry to read of your terrible experience with those medications.

thank you I am terrified of m symptoms now lol pretty much bad tbi symptoms just caused by interactions instead of crash. that was really sweet of you to say hi. I feel welcome now, lol.

[I agree with the other post, maybe a neurologist. Someone has to listen to you. Your medication needs to be changed, or stopped with a doctor watching out carefully for you. There has to be an answer. You are in my prayers right now for this evening. ginnie

The doctors do not agree with me and do not believe that medication has had such a bad effect on me. I keep asking them why I am like it and they think it's just me that has shut off, total b.s. They keep saying medication wouldn't have that effect on me. Well it bloody well has and my life is over because of it.

I think I have had this but far worse reactions. I nearly died the first time I entered hospital from the drugs they gave me. The reactions I had from all the drugs have left permanent damage, i.e no emotions of any kind. No images in my mind of memories, no longer enjoy music reading tv etc or taking care of myself. Please continue to pray for me I have contacted lots of distance healers in the hope that something could change for me for my family's sake.

I went to bed last night thinking about you. Your system is different than ours regarding medicine. However there may be someone on NT who is from UK that may know a doctor willing to listen. You were not like this before this medication.? May I ask what your frame of mind was when they put you on this med?, and tell me what the medicaiton is? I am pretty good at research, and can found out exactly what the dangers are with this medicaiton. Perhaps I can find proof that these types of bad reactions happen, which you can then present to your physician. You have a family and yourself to fight for. Allow me to help in this small way, and I will see what I can find out.
What is your DX? What have they told you, that you have? In my opinion, when doctors just shoo you away, or blow you off, that is against the oath they take when they become doctors. the frirst of those oaths is to "Do No Harm"
Your doctors need to be reminded of that.
Emotions can come back, feelings can come back, joy can come back, fun with your kids can come back. I believe this. You need the proper help and then I think you can start to recover. Depression is temporary, and so are bad thoughts. Thoughts can change, our brains are wonderful organs. Keep in touch Samantha, you are in my prayers this morning. ginnie

I had a diagnosis of depression and psychosis but I didn't have them, I was self harming and very stressed but I never had depression. I was not like am now until they gave me medication and nothing is changing I still feel exactly the same as I have done for the last year or so and all these docs have done is destroy my life. God has been cruel to me and my family and he hasn't given up on destroying me because I am only 42 and my life has been cut totally short.