[eva5667faliure]

let go of someone who gave birth to us
and wouldn't do it if she could go back in time

accept the good at the end of the day
and remember to say thank you

figure out how to live the rest of my life

help my boy understand
i love him
he has nothing to prove to me

help my daughter see that little Eva
looks for her and she is missing
such important milestones
she is brilliant

have fun with my daughter Corissa
and grandchild

not be afraid

be inspired by my epileptic baby
soon to be 33
10 years of depression
living her bliss
her love of reading
and most of all
her writing
my "Poet"

not allow myself to become
overwhelmed that they cannot
be certain what the deal is
with my vertebrae so bad
it just wouldn't help

remember to just stay in the day

say thank you
from every fiber of
my being to all of
you

not think of myself
but others who need me

remain in the spirit of things
that could happen
like a miracle

not hold on to resentments
it kills

tell my birth mother
never to contact me
after she put on a show
for her divorced husband
who now lives with her

not worry

not worry

not worry

remember i am given what
the Great I Am says i can handle

thank my sister eva for helping
make a necessary need happen
a used car in great condition
and can pay her back in a timely
fashion whatever i can give in a month

thank the thread
for letting me share

give my shoulder if ever needed

[Lara]

Wondering to Alffe

... weird thing is that I have a mango tree here in my front yard and it's the coolest place to sit during our long, drawn out, hot, humid summer months lately and I was out there the other day and I thought of Mango Shade momentarily. I have to say for all the things I am most grateful for in my meandering journey of life, I'm extremely grateful for having spent my childhood and a lot of my life "a little further north". I'm only a little way south now, but I need to get back and it's on the cards.

[Alffe]

I wonder if Lara knows that I'm going to reread that wonderful book....

I wonder about our "bucket lists"....

I wonder about high winds and blowing snow and Cassie on the porch...

I wonder if Lara can "do" facebook....so many of our old "family" are there.

I wonder if I can leave eva another hug....(((eva)))

[Rrae]

....I wonder if anyone knows I've been secretly lurking the wonder thread.......for 3 years.
....I wonder why I've been so....shy.

....I wonder if Pooh will let me put my horses on her pasture til the bad weather passes

....I wonder when Mark will start a new "Focus on Blessings" thread since it has 955 posts
....I wonder if anyone knows that when a thread reaches 1000 posts that it will combust into cyber space
....I wonder if this will cause mayhem with the engine bots
....I wonder what an engine bot actually looks like

....I wonder if I could reach my arms long enuf to hug everyone here at once

Rae

[Alffe]

I wonder if Rae knows how happy we are to have her join us....

I wonder if I can admit, being the intelligent adults that Mr.Alffe and I are,
we escaped the snow, bitter cold, falling ceilings and left town for a warmer climate!

I wonder if I can pm Mrs D. for information about the weird dx my nieces husband received....to complicated for me to understand when I googled it!

I wonder how nice it is to sit on a balcony and look at the blue blue sky..

I wonder how excited I am to have some of our girls join us tomorrow...wish it could be all of them.

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room....

[Wren]

I wonder if I can say how jealous I am --- blue blue sky. Hurmmmph
We have a treacherous, massive, dangerous storm moving in tonight. I wonder if I'll make it to church in the morning.

[FeelinGoofy]

I wonder if Wren knows our church was canceled because of that same storm LOL

I wonder, though I'm NOT complaining. So many parts of the U.S. has had it so much worse than my little corner of the world when it comes to icky weather.

I wonder if i can tell Alffe how glad i am that her and hubby decided to escape.

No wondering, that it was good to see Rrae pop in

And last but not least a shout out to Abbie, so proud of you.

[DMACK]

I wonder if i can just stop by to say hi to you all

and send love and positive thoughts to eva...and a big hi to Rrae [uou big lurker you lol]

David

[Wren]

So good to hear from you, David. Hurry back

[Abbie]

I wonder if I can buzz in and drop off some for all...

I wonder how everyone is doing... I know I could read but I already have blurry "computer eyes".

I wonder at how much I miss coming here and chatting with all of you!!!

I wonder that I only have 7 more weeks of school before summer break. I decided to take the summer off for a mental break.

I wonder that I have decided to not worry about what my grades are this semester. I don't even look at them.... I do my work and let the grades take care of themselves. Though I think I am doing fairly well. I do know that I am passing everything.

I wonder that I better get off of here as i have already taken my nightly medicine and I feel myself getting drowsy.

I wonder if I can leave more
and say I love you all!!!!

Abbie