[Alffe]

I wonder about the angel part but you're definitely cool.....

I wonder how lunch with my Pastor will go...if I get the same old lecture...the one I need to hear and never seem to put into action....

I wonder if I'll ever start reading again...between the yard work and this dang forum (love this dang forum) the magazine/book pile by my bed is huge...

I wonder if it's time to make more garlic paste....2 successes out of 8 tries isn't all bad......

I wonder why I feel like I have a frog in my throat.....and not a kicking one!

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room....

I wonder how abbie is this morning...and BJ...and Scrabble..and Curious...and the list goes on and on.....

[Abbie]

I wonder why it's so quiet around here lately...

I wonder if it's because everyone is outside playing in the sun
or dancing in the rain...

I wonder why my bestfriend has told me not to come around....

I wonder if it's because she's unable to deal with "where I am"
or if it's something I've done...

I wonder how a new friend of mine is doing today... she broke into tears yesterday when I saw her....

I wonder if I will ever be allowed to see "my angels" again.... (my bestfriend's children)

I wonder if I can thank everyone here for being so supportive of me...
your kind words, thoughts, and prayers have helped me to get through my uncles death.

I wonder what my life would be like if I hadn't reached out on here...
or if I would even have one right now....

I wonder that I am here by myself for the next several days and that scares me!!

I wonder at my doctor's face when I finally had the guts to tell him every thought in my head the other day... I could see he was lost, scared, didn't know what to do.

I wonder why I have been so blessed to get a couple of wonderful doctors, a lawyer and his staff that you wouldn't believe...

I wonder if it's really true... that when one door closes another opens.. if that's sealed shut then a window will do.

I wonder why I am rattling on and on.....
I have more wonders...but this should hold me for now.

to all,
abbie