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02-07-2015, 09:03 PM | #61 | |||
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through another day
sad very very sad broken me
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02-07-2015, 11:06 PM | #62 | ||
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Eva, Just wish there was something to help get you out of this dark hole you are in. It seems like more than the pain. Sometimes some of the meds for depression actually can make things worse. Concerned. Gerry |
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02-08-2015, 01:04 AM | #63 | |||
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As one who is also broken, I share your understanding
and do know you have deep sadness for this reason I pray quite a bit seems like unceasing for in this, I can find through existence peace OH how I pray the darkness of strife and sadness be lifted for you and that we all hug each knowing of the need for daily, hourly, momentarily to be lifted up HUGGING, M56 |
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02-08-2015, 04:40 PM | #64 | |||
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02-13-2015, 01:59 PM | #65 | |||
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i again woke up
as if i had something to do and realize i haven't had a reason my desire is less and less each day that goes by my lump in my throat grows bigger and bigger my heart shrivels into a hard dead organ i me this person knows many different pains the state of affairs well lets put it this way i don't know who they are as proud as i am of my offspring's the children who are now adults in there thirties a sixteen soon to be seventeen a granddaughter and i will be misunderstood if it's all four of them it must be me when growing up when did it all get broken it always was anything good to come quickly gets pulled from under my feet why oh why do i give such a crap why is my sad pathetic life that when i say to my child your behaving as if you are ready to get your menses after her fresh foul attitude asking her to please knock it off with her look and then say what's wrong with you and i tell her you then i hurt so badly for saying that as true as it is just want to find a rock to crawl under and seek comfort that flannel shirt wrapped around me searching searching hoping to get a sent of love this i express over and over and over and having to make that choice i have family who count on me then turd on me my bad me
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02-13-2015, 05:42 PM | #66 | |||
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02-13-2015, 07:26 PM | #67 | |||
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sending positive thoughts your way, as always.
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02-13-2015, 08:58 PM | #68 | |||
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Eva -- I keep you in my prayers.
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02-14-2015, 01:43 AM | #69 | |||
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Sad, I can truly understand
Yet I know and feel definitely not pathetic Sure, with all which drives the sadness It is so easy to slip into the darkness Of,I have little, and things are going so very badly But You know? You bring light to so many of us That flannel shirt IS wrapped around you That little granddaughter does revel in your very being You light her life You share hope with me for a better tomorrow I pray for you the same Please don't stay hidden under that rock for long Since your being does crave the light And we all are holding you in HUGZ aplenty Even now M56 |
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02-14-2015, 11:30 AM | #70 | |||
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One foot in front of the other
Even hesitatingly a walk does make Each day in every way Those choices in sum weave the path we take The next stanza is yours.....let's see where it goes |
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