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11-03-2014, 09:44 AM | #21 | |||
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Grand Magnate
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this that is something
completely different a feeling i never felt in my life time a shrink i have for more than five years has me on Zoloft yet to me just another pill i do not want to feel what i am feeling it is something that crept up and before you know it you have a knot in your stomach and a hole in your heart i have never felt the yearning for this horrible horrible appendage i have no control of my mind robbed by impending doom what good am i to my family who wants to feel like dying i know how i got here and i talked through it with my shrink and like yourselves tell me you have your family Eva my grandchild who is my responsibility you would think that would wipe that doomed feeling they have Nothing to do with it i feel i have and i understand it's just a feeling where you are hoping this too shall pass well it doesn't sometimes you just want to shut your brain off where's the turn off "button" the rerun of my life i cringe at so many memories so few are the remembrances of Happy times come this far in life and there is no choice it is not an option i have to believe if this came out of wherever it can go away one day i HOPE so not today me
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