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11-03-2014, 11:53 PM | #1 | ||
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Eva, Just wondering if the Zoloft could be adding to some of this feeling of doom. All too often, these meds have the opposite effect on some people. Concerned, Gerry |
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11-05-2014, 12:11 PM | #2 | |||
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just seen my shrink he is seen twice a month for a good number of years no he is not a God lol the last of "that kind of medicine was Lexpro and because i pay very close attention to my reactions when putting a new drug in my body in a dark place last year this time found myself in a darker place so i knew immediately it was drug related before that i was on prozac had no problems of such kind needed to be changed because it interfered with my cancer drug tamoxifen you are a smart woman i as too watch and know my body like no other as there are two new concerning things that are happening physically your concern valid you are on the same page love me
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11-12-2014, 12:28 PM | #3 | |||
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long gone
out of their house no more abuse i'm on my own no cell phones yet and i did not have a phone yet turns out mind you hearsay from mother and sisters my father had a prank done to him from his foreman a addition to pushing him over the edge possibly however him and my two uncles worked together till his death my father was being given a lesson with this prank that he was fired for a physical fight he had with his forman sticking up for his brother well sometimes i would think its been a huge factor be it may his job was what defined him in a huge way especially as a immigrant who became a citizen of this country in the end the employers that pulled this prank was not the intent to fire him but scare him point it sucks to have had the boat pass on by soooooooo many times and now i am not employed as of April if all for a reason a little loving feeling would be great right now i will always feel a void i am not speaking of the title "Mother" fighting this mind of depressed thoughts and believe God has something prepared down the road me
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11-12-2014, 01:05 PM | #4 | |||
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(((eva))) Please know you are cared about.
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11-12-2014, 02:57 PM | #5 | |||
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your outreach felt
thank you just a breakdown every now and then more now just so sad praying to shake it forever waking up with the pain is one thing not able to sleep thinking thinking how am i going to make all this work i must no option right i have those who depend on me no option just no options hope this too shall pass me
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11-14-2014, 02:05 PM | #6 | |||
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for all those who understand
help me understand why i cannot shake off this way of life as i complain and i think who am i to complain Our Brother Jesus Christ hung from a Cross to save us what adversities we all go through on a daily basis i ache so badly day in and day out as many of you also my mind i cannot control anymore this is not a way to live not a way to live my children see me cry everyday it has certainly affected my family in many way for certain oh how i do not want my negativity to damage them it is not healthy and they are old enough to understand then i get from my grandchild trying to explain to her i don't want to feel sad its not fun she says what feels sad i tell her my heart feels sad mimma cant do some of the things you ask me she proceeds to speak to my heart asking what side it is on i show her and she begins to speak to it please heart don't make my mimma sad she makes me happy and i want her to be happy well i don't think i need to say much more other than making her understand it doesn't have anything to do with her but that it stops me from having with her sometimes having to do things this is my heavy heart it has absolutely zero to do with my children sure i worry if they cannot take care of themselves blesses us with a beautiful grandchild that has been here even while she was in moms belly i look at her when she isn't looking while flipping the pages to her books looking at the pictures watching her eyes and brain as she puts the story together by the pictures i am at awe to see that mind at work a little person of her own she is now testing boundaries it is the three of us and to give you an idea of what it's like when i take the phone away from her sixteen year old auntie she is thrilled she was being punished and it is full circle again looking for my attention of course my granddaughter that is the competition my goodness she wants her mimma to herself and the pitch of her scream surprises me it doesn't shatter glass point no option but the okay for the mothers daughter to cry and it be i miss mommy i'll respond i do to both her and i with a heavy heart for sure she is gorgeous let me give her happiness let her and my family be happy let me have happiness for them they deserve it they without doubt love me i have no option i have to be a mother let me be the best i can bring me strength to achieve tasks that brings me joy along with my family the choice is not today me
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11-17-2014, 12:46 PM | #7 | |||
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trying to do what I must
i must make it work maybe not by myself anymore and take the help from my daughter she understands so much she is my eldest there is a lump in my throat ready to cry at a drop of a hat but i will push myself until i cannot any more there is a hole in my heart it's stuck in my throat me
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