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07-12-2015, 11:27 AM | #37 | |||
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Grand Magnate
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today after sermon
it is not a mistake i hear exactly as it were a message just for me my personal relationship with constant thaught having a day just one day i don't cry i wonder how much tears collected in my lifetime could fill a pond better yet a lake all towards the ocean that's it an ocean of tears it just is never ending how sad is this brain this heart this body my soul the flannel shirt ever so soft worn in like no other to be a mother is to be a teacher it is so difficult when a parent expresses that "it" be a teaching moment when the words aren't heard the pain of it all and as i make my choices in the day that is not any other than my interaction with my grandchild four and my seventeen year old and as close as they are it is almost identical as Christine and Corissa to watch the difference and how impressionable should not surprise me yet it does in my day such as now going through withdrawals getting upset at the things that have been let go i do with blinders and hurt myself physically not nit picking it's just one of those days my withdrawal is spoken of all aware yet no excuses it isn't easy again letting go here me
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