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08-25-2015, 08:27 AM | #1 | |||
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Hi Sam,
You've come to the right place to talk about your feelings. Please print this out and hand it to your family. It hung on my fridge for years. Listen When I ask you to listen to me and you start giving advice you have not done what I asked. When I ask you to listen to me and you begin to tell me why I shouldn't feel that way, you are trampling on my feelings. When I ask you to listen to me and you feel you have to do something to solve my problems, you have failed me, strange as that may seem. Listen! All I asked, was that you listen, not to talk or do - just hear me. Advice is cheap: 10 cents will get you both Dear Abby and Billy Graham in the same newspaper. And I can do for myself; I'm not helpless. Maybe discouraged and faltering, but not helpless. When you do something for me that I can and need to do for myself, you contribute to my fear and weakness. But when you accept as a simple fact that I do feel what I feel, not matter how irrational, then I quit trying to convince you and can get about the business of understanding what's behind this irrational feeling. And when that's clear, the answers are obvious and I don't need advice. Irrational feelings make sense when we understand what's behind them. Perhaps that's why prayer works, sometimes, for some people because God is mute, and he doesn't give advice or try to fix things. "They" just listen and let you work it out for yourself. So, please listen and just hear me. If you want to talk, wait a minute for your turn, and I'll listen to you.
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08-25-2015, 09:23 AM | #2 | ||
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Wow, Thank you so much to everyone who has replied and is here to help.
I do talk to my parents about my PCS and they know and get all of that. And I'm pretty sure they have some knowledge of me being depressed. But I'm scared to tell them that it's getting this bad. Really, how I think of it, is that if this horrible horrible dream feeling will just go away and I could have my life back.. My depression would get a lot better with it. But what I don't understand is that, why is this feeling still here ? Why me ? Why am I the one to be haunted ? And yet no one understands this feeling. It's so odd and even I admit that. Before all of this I was the happiest kid alive. Playing 2-3 sports, extremely active, friends has always sorta been difficult with me, but I still had a couple before all of this. I LOVED LIFE. There could be nothing possibly to go wrong or bring me down. Even if that happened, I would get back up and continue to push forward. But now.. It's almost like someone has picked up my life and ripped it into shreds and threw it back down. My life is nothing now. When school starts, I don't even know how and what I'm going to do. And I'm extremely anxious over it. It's just nothing.. |
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08-25-2015, 09:55 AM | #3 | |||
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(((Sam))) Please talk to your parents about what you are feeling. People cannot help you if they do not know how you feel.
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08-25-2015, 12:40 PM | #4 | |||
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Sam, I am so sorry that you are dealing with so much at the moment. You are am extremely brave young individual. I can honestly say that opening up to my brother about my own dark thoughts helped immensely. Please, start with one family member you trust & open up to them in the most honest way possible. Having someone at your side is so important...
I wish you the very best. Andy.
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08-25-2015, 02:27 PM | #5 | |||
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Sam,
I urge you to talk to your family about getting into Therapy. Anxiety and Depression can quickly become long term, deeply ingrained, debilitating issues if they are not addressed early. You do not want to end up like me, unable to even talk to family on the phone, nor stand in a queue at the Bank without having rising feelings of Panic. Now, while you are young, is the time to be taught coping mechanisms, or probably be completely cured of your anxious state. This will go some way to alleviate the Depression you are feeling. Try to understand that all of your peers have the same fears as you. You have just had a physical setback causing mental issues, so you have to work harder to succeed at everything. I know you are unable to participate in sport due to your PCS, but could you get yourself involved in other ways - Equipment Manager, Statistics Logger? - anything to be involved in a Group. Remember, there are plenty of other activities to participate in which involve peer contact and personal growth. Just put yourself out there, find your niche, make yourself happy. This should be the brightest time of your life, fight your hardest to Own It. Dave.
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08-25-2015, 07:42 PM | #6 | ||
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Hi Sam,
Is there a counselor or nurse at your school who could help you talk to your parents? Your family might be feeling frustrated because they don't know how to help you. I'm sorry that this happened to you. You have a lot to deal with, and help and understanding from your family could help lighten your load. Try not to spend too much time alone doing nothing. I know how hard it is to get motivated when you're depressed, but finding enjoyable activities will make you feel better. You might not be able to participate in sports right now, but what else are you interested in? Are there any volunteer activities that you might enjoy? New hobbies you could try? School organizations you could join? You shouldn't deal with this alone, but you do have to be willing to help yourself. Try to believe that things will get better (they will). Talking with others on this forum is a great way to connect with people who understand how you're feeling. I'm glad you're here and I care about you. I want you to feel better. Cheryl |
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08-26-2015, 08:56 AM | #7 | |||
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So proud of you
Just continue to share here Everyone already offered much of what I would express I want you to know growing up for me wasn't easy Then I became a young adult And a parent to four children It is inperitive that you continue to share I too would encourage my children when they were highschoolers each having their own struggles I would explain to them If they were troubled in some way and could not share with me to please find SOMEONE they can share with You keep up with the awesome thought how YOU ARE NOT ALONE WE ARE ALL HERE TO HOLD YOU UP however as my good friend Dave puts it You MUST give something in return I traveled my school years alone It was very difficult as my home life was troubled I have two younger sisters And I watched over them when I was a kid I am fifty four It is a unfourtunate thing that happened In it all you WILL and already a beautiful person who has the world to conquer You are a brave strong young person And just to let you know WE have your back Love Me
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10-11-2015, 11:52 AM | #8 | ||
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Hang in there, Sam. You've got to MacGyver your way out of this. Keep looking for treatments for your injury and ways to solve the social situation and connect with other people. Don't let the down days keep you down.
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10-11-2015, 01:39 PM | #9 | |||
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Hi Sam,
Good to hear from you. I find that encouraging about the accupressurist. Not everyone likes acupuncture but I am a big fan, having had an excellent practitioner for a long time. Adrenal weakness is something we pretty consistently seem to be adjusting for me. The good news, the acupuncture does seem to address and balance that problem. Thyroid adjustment often requires a more western approach but maybe this new treatment will be of help. I hope your Mom gets through to the doctor's office soon. And people think it's challenging herding cats.... Keep at it Macgyver... And have a good rest of the weekend.
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10-17-2015, 08:18 AM | #10 | ||
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Hi guys,
Today is the 1 year anniversary since this horror all started. This is disgusting and a trauma on its own for me. Exactly 1 year later and I still feel horrible. I feel like this has been the worst year and wasted year of my life. Calling my main doctor today to let him know that I truely truely believe I have a thyroid and adrenal issue and I want more tests done. And that I'm NOT crazy. Canceled the "special" thyroid test because those people can't get back to me. |
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