[eva5667faliure]

Wondering if it is the constant
continual return to neurotalk
keeps my Spirit alive

Wondered many times and swore I was
the only one going through the things I am

Wondering if one might think of
helping another
to get out of yourself

Wondering if my mother thinks about us
her children grandchildren and great grandchild
While she has the holidays with her live in ex husband
and his four children and family

Wondering if my sister is feeling lonely
A single fourty seven years old and will
have a full hysterectomy due to cervical cancer

Wondering if my other sister in the hospital with an infection

Wondering if her alcoholic and heroin riddled body
Who had a liver transplant and drank the day he left the hospital
brought the drugs to my sisters home and introduced it to her
as the ultimate pain reliever
A recipient twice with fusing her right hand and wrist
then lower back

Wonder if she will fall hard
As her husband is in the hospital with failing
kidneys
Liver team drop him from their care

Wondering if these fingers and feet will ever
let up

Wonder if doctor Kevin Tracey of neurology
Based in NYC in my backyard
Has the ticket with his promising
study on inflammation
The beginning and sign something is wrong
Wish I was one of a handful in his study
One unnamed person cured of ailment

Wonder if the weather change will happen quickly
And life for the trees animals fish birds feilds of grain
will deteriorate at a mega speed
Watched "extinction"
Chinese have refused the shark fin soup
when a commercial from this T.V. Special
Of a shark left at the bottom of the ocean
Unable to swim
It had NO fins
So saddened when I seen this

Wondering if I could share a hug with all of you

[eva5667faliure]

Ever wonder how we get through some of the stuff
We are subjected to

My boy thirty two had a heart attack in the hospital
today and survived

Wonder if I made the impact for the better in my family line

Wondering what he is thinking

Wonder about the adversities

Wonder what it takes to shape mold and become who we are

Wonder what my travels thus far means

Wonder how the heck I made it this far alone

Wonder if Father almighty hears my prayers

Wondering what baby Jesus, Mary and Joseph
We're feeling on this very special day

Wondering if the end is near

Wonders of His love

Wonder if today will be somber with Michael in the hospital

Wondering what was going on when he said he couldn't shake
off feeling sick

Wondering what would and could have happened if he didn't go
right to the hospital

Wondering way more then I'd like

Wondering if I can say
Merry Christmas

[Lara]

Wondering about how much you have had on your 'plate'.

Sending thoughts for a speedy recovery for your son... so young!

take care there... next year has to be a better year for you hey?!

[eva5667faliure]

Originally Posted by Lara

Wondering about how much you have had on your 'plate'.

Sending thoughts for a speedy recovery for your son... so young!

take care there... next year has to be a better year for you hey?!

Wondering if I can Truly say thank you
It has been a heck of a ride most my life

Wondering if I can say merry Christmas to you and you're

Wondering if our brother the Son of God Almighty
Knowing my heart and his awesome strength
was the one carring me when I just couldn't many
times

Wondering if I can help others understand I have been blessed
by the presence of the Spirit and understand this is my life's path
and wouldn't have it any other way

Wondering except for one thing
My body failing me

Wondering if I can take it one moment at a time

Wondering if all woke in the Spirit
Many suffer depression and follow thru on their
fatal attempts

Wondering if they have someone to love them
See here I go on and on

[OhKay]

I wonder why my aunt and sister couldn't send me a text to say, "Merry Christmas" even though I left them voice mails...
I wonder if they're punishing me for my s/s attempt last year.

I know this isn't a "wonder," but I'm sorry about your son Eva. I hope he gets well soon.

[FeelinGoofy]

I wonder about Hippiechick.

so glad the holidays are coming to an end. heres to a new year, new beginnings, and a new normal.

[eva5667faliure]

wondering how many tears have i cried in my lifetime

wonder if i could find a way to keep a happy mood going
they are so short lived

wonder if in this year i'll have a very special someone to love
and be loved in return

wonder if my daughter will have a better year
conquering her addiction and not be sucked into the abyss
she has a child who is waiting

wondering if my father is at peace
in his afterlife

wonder if sadness and depression can be eradicated
with the understanding it is part of this families history
and it is okay

wondering how all are holding up

wondering if i can say thank you for having a place to come to

wondering why my sister is having some complications
after having a complete hysterectomy
a possible bacterial infection
the hospital called her
and she has diarrhea

wonder if it will subside in less than 48 hours
if not directly to er

wondering if my eldest will not have anymore complications
she too will have a procedure to relieve a kidney stone that is lodged somewhere i cannot pronounce

wondering if i'll ever stop wondering