good day
yes very proud
title of her book
you must be this TALL to ride
im sure on amazon

i am so tempted to call my grandchilds mom
my daughter
it is so hard
but she will be doing things for her daughter
like it or not
and hope she sees it is the task of taking care of her child
but can only do that when taking care of the mental disease that is in my lineage
i speak openly
for it needs to be TAKEN seriously

and yes this mommy worries when her babies are not doing well
and hope and all my faith
it be better
sooner then later

my son actually acknowledge his big sisters accomplishment
a big deal when it come to him
and i told my daughter
it is a good thing he noticed
in unexpected times and ways

and as a mother
it pleases me when they are together

when all out of my hands
i MUST turn it over
for True serenity
happiness is my wish for all
thank you
love
me

I'm so glad that there is some good happening despite all the ugliness that has happened as of late :hug::hug::hug:

She is seeking help
 

It is something she finally doing for herself
Not any reason but for herself
In the hospital
She is getting help by making it happen
Hope
There is always hope
Me

I am so happy to read that Eva. Please let her know how proud you are of her for making that decision because that is a BIG positive step. I wish her the very best :hug::hug::hug:

Still isn't there
 

Wanting to do things her way
Will take time
It will only be when she surrenders
And now with her child starting school
Time is just slipping away
I pray she will get serious
sooner then later
Without incident
Her birthday around the corner
Another year
Praying always she be safe on her journey as Eva is getting older
In Jesus I trust
Watch over her
Me

helpless not hopeless
 

having to watch and hear so much pain and sorrow
is hard when a mother want to protect her young
powerless to a point
still worry i will get THAT phone call
to come and identify this body
i am crushed
holding of for dear LIFE
i am here for a reason
i will not give up HOPE
i am bound to a point
they know i will never let go
helpless
not
HOPELESS
Me

I'm so sorry that your daughter hasn't followed through with her program :hug::hug::hug:

"Helpless not hopeless" sounds sad, but still optimistic and strong to me :hug:

Focusing on the little one for now will be good for you, but that doesn't mean you're giving up on her mommy :hug::hug::hug:

Hang in there friend :hug::hug::hug:

In ICU
 

Got that phone call
Was pick up by the police roaming the streett
Bad batch
In the ICU
her heart impacted
Do not have the latest
My children are informed
I have but Heavenly Father to turn to
Take care of her
In Jesus name
Amen

I will pray for her, for you, and for the rest of your family that she gets through this, and this time she will take advantage of the help offered to her :hug::hug::hug:

Love,

Kay

(((Eva))) you remain in my prayers