She continues to blame
 

Threatens her sister for the way things are
Does not take or see how her sister has zero to do with her addiction
If anything she did the smart thing and called EMS she was so out of it
It was a horrible day
And five years later
Continues to blame her
Tries to guilt her
I have to undo what she is holding on to
She and Eva are so very close
There isn't a day that goes by they aren't in each others arms
Now eighteen has said "I will adopt if my sister doesn't get health together"
This makes me cry
In hiding sad
I really think she has become so complacent
being a part time mom
And still call things as she see fit
Not anymore
Time for me to put my foot down
She has had more than enough time to get it right
Done
So much to do
Me

I'm sorry you are going through so much :hug::hug::hug:

You are strong, you can get through this Eva :hug::hug::hug:

I have you guys
And make no mistake
I am very aware of the support
It means so much for someone like myself
I have grown in all of it
Yet there are times I want to let go
With my might
And in Jesus name
All of what i cannot handle I turn it over
The serenity prayer is constantly rolling off my tongue
Heavenly Father hears me and I am listening
Your caring heart
Soothing mine
Back at ya
With much love
Me

So sorry to hear this... I really hope things improve...

Hugz
 

Been MIA, for too long. All I can offer is
HUGZ AND LOVE!!

Happy
 

To hear from you
And your kind words
Received
Thank you
Happy you stopped in
Hope your time away was relaxing
Love
Me

I'm so glad that you find comfort from God and from your friends here at the forum. Continuing to say the serenity prayer is a good thing... you are under so much pressure... I'm glad it helps too :hug::hug::hug:

Pray she isn't on another run
 

She is pushing it
Taking off and not
make and do what she must
The help is out there
When
When
Not a death
Not a death

I'm so sorry that your daughter is still unwilling to take advantage of the help she needs :hug::hug::hug:

The situation would be scary enough without the recent s/s attempt. I can't imagine what you are going through worrying about your baby :hug::hug::hug:

I pray for strength for you and your family. Your family at NT is always here for you :hug::hug::hug:

Love,

Kay

Selective
 

You just can't
It's either one will
Or the other wont
No can't
And that's the end of that
To quit ones job because of piercings
Not in my books
This ba y did not ask for any of this stuff
And I will not allow it
She has got to be kidding
Oh dear lord
She is on the run
Nothing I can do
Just stay on top of it all
What is wrong with work
She needs to work
As we take care of Eva
Does she not want to have some time before she becomes a young adult
It happens overnight
She took her shower for school already
Trying to be ahead of the game a bit
Oh when
Oh when
This has been enough already
Put up with
now a call yesterday
She is in the hospital
She has blood in urine
And if I could do something
Really
Such as the last time
My hands tied
My mind needs a rest
This is killing me
Me