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Old 09-10-2008, 05:37 PM #11
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....there is a song...

"Science is golden....through my arms, you'll "C"...." (that's my science grade...LOLOL)

(yeah, maybe only I will get this one...*grin)

but seriously...

Silence is not golden in this case...cause through my armpits, no one can see....
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Abbie you post was simply beautiful and moved me greatly

I wonder, while I was away what could have possibly been so bad to cause
this emptiness here... our sanctuary... our place to heal, share and help
one another. I wonder about it, but I truly do not want to know. I am deeply saddened right now.

I wonder that I worked my butt off in rehab to get back HERE as fast as my
body would allow. Earlier I posted the lean on me song... I got all weepy and
couldn't finish the post. I can feel the emptiness here.... I don't understand
it, but I can feel it. I wanted to let you all know..... when I was down, and
thought surely I could not survive one more day in the pain I was in...
I came here.....

In desperation, I spilled out my heart to a room full of strangers. I was welcomed by you,
I was wrapped in the warmth of people who cared
and were not afraid to reach out to a stranger in need. For the first time
I found a place I felt safe to express what I was feeling, how deeply I
was hurting. You all understood, you knew my pain, and you did your level
best to try to help me.....

In my time of sorrow....
you all let me lean on you...
YOU were the friends...
that helped me carry on!!

I lost my dad.... a pain I still am not sure I can endure.

I am losing my husband. I lose a bit more of Lynn every day.
It is breaking my heart!

There is nothing I can do to bring my dad back....
There is nothing I can do to stop Lynn from leaving me....

But, I am not going to give up the love and caring friends I have
found here without a fight! ( a kind, loving one of course, full of hugs!)
I have come to care greatly for each and every one of you. Each of you
has had an impact on my life. There HAS to be something I can do,
we can do.... to get back what we had.. Surly there MUST be something??

Well, I am all teary eyed again... I miss you all very much.....
and hope ... well you know what I am hoping!!!!

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Nik,

you said it so eloquently as well!

and yes, there IS something that you and others that want to heal this place can do...

POST (and not the Raisin kind)



I can't say things any better than any of you. I can only sit back now with a tear and a smile knowing that there IS hope now that I've seen you guys posted today...

I'll be around if anyone needs me...



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Abbie you post was simply beautiful and moved me greatly

I wonder, while I was away what could have possibly been so bad to cause
this emptiness here... our sanctuary... our place to heal, share and help
one another. I wonder about it, but I truly do not want to know. I am deeply saddened right now.

I wonder that I worked my butt off in rehab to get back HERE as fast as my
body would allow. Earlier I posted the lean on me song... I got all weepy and
couldn't finish the post. I can feel the emptiness here.... I don't understand
it, but I can feel it. I wanted to let you all know..... when I was down, and
thought surely I could not survive one more day in the pain I was in...
I came here.....

In desperation, I spilled out my heart to a room full of strangers. I was welcomed by you,
I was wrapped in the warmth of people who cared
and were not afraid to reach out to a stranger in need. For the first time
I found a place I felt safe to express what I was feeling, how deeply I
was hurting. You all understood, you knew my pain, and you did your level
best to try to help me.....

In my time of sorrow....
you all let me lean on you...
YOU were the friends...
that helped me carry on!!

I lost my dad.... a pain I still am not sure I can endure.

I am losing my husband. I lose a bit more of Lynn every day.
It is breaking my heart!

There is nothing I can do to bring my dad back....
There is nothing I can do to stop Lynn from leaving me....

But, I am not going to give up the love and caring friends I have
found here without a fight! ( a kind, loving one of course, full of hugs!)
I have come to care greatly for each and every one of you. Each of you
has had an impact on my life. There HAS to be something I can do,
we can do.... to get back what we had.. Surly there MUST be something??

Well, I am all teary eyed again... I miss you all very much.....
and hope ... well you know what I am hoping!!!!

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Moi, I need you!! Very much in fact!

I will NOT stop posting. I love you all... I will tell you this every
single day... over and over and over....
Until you just have to come back to post and say ok ok Nik!!! enough of you already...
We love you too..now shudup!
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I wonder how I didn't realize that there was a "problem"....I just don't have as much time as I would like to post here (or anywhere for that matter)...

I wonder if we all can remember that, although there are many differences between us that might be cause for division....what we have in common is MUCH more powerful...

I wonder if some of you are familiar with "...love covers a multitude of sins."

I wonder if we did a search, how many times someone has said the word "love" here.....

Nikki...Abby...Doody...Addy...My Moi....thank you for the beautiful words...

I wonder if you know that we got to meet a few more people from Neurotalk in person...and I have yet to be disappointed with anyone whose eyes I have had the priviledge to look into from this supportive environment....

I wonder if you know that I love you guys......
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I wonder if I can tell Moss her post was beautiful, I wonder if I can also
tell her what I told Moi a bit ago.... You have a beuatiful soul Moss

I wonder if I can say I did do a search ... there were 20 pages....
over 500 posts with the keyword LOVE in this SOS forum/family.
THAT says it all to me

Ps.... I LOVE YOU ALL
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I wonder if I can leave this little song....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KMriSdmr5I


From my heart to yours...

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I wonder if you guys need a ??!??

I wonder if you guys know that !! (Seriously..)

I wonder how my luck seems to be changing for the better...A guardian angel must love me..

Take care-will wonder more another night!!
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((((Nik-key))))) I don't have to wonder... I know how you're feeling.... and you need our hugs....

I wonder if I could wave my magic wand and *poof ...
... oh darn, I don't have a magic wand ....
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