[Burntmarshmallow]

I havent felt this horrible in a long time the thoughts of ending things keep poping in and out of my mind. I need some strength and some hugs. I dont feel like talking about why I feel the way I do just that i feel really bad useless and I feel like I am nothing right now.
I have a full plate that is over flowing. I will be back here when i can. I jst want good thoughts not the bad ones in my head right now.
so if i give you all a hug can i get one back??
t.y.
PEACE
BMW p.s. please no one call because calling me that will just make things worse for me right now ..posting to/for me will help more then any of you could know. thank you for understanding and for caring!