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GmaSue 03-07-2009 02:45 PM

(((((Blue))))) I'm so glad you did well on your exam. There is a poem about "decorating your own soul" and that's what I hope you can do if you are not getting affirmation of your value from others around you.

Thank you so much for sharing your self with us.
David said it so well: "your thread rippled way-way out and landed on my shoreline leaving an impression.........."

Join us in chat when you can, dear Blue. :hug:

BlueMajo 03-07-2009 02:53 PM

Once again please let me thank you for all the big support you have offered me, for all your help, for all your poems, videos, music, messages, etc... You really can cheer me up !!!

I love you sooooooo much :grouphug:

Thank you !!!!

who moi 03-07-2009 04:07 PM

well alrighty, Blu Mayo!!

Now, you can tell us about Telomerase cells and the eternal cells and why is it that when the Mayonnaise turns blue, we shouldn't eat it but we can eat BLUE CHEESE??

(((HUGS)))

keep your chin up, kiddo and I hope you will be able to get out of this slump soon...

and since your biology has come to fruition. Let the chemistry with others take care of itself....

I was alone for a long long time also and moss landed on me for some special reason...not sure what she saw in me...but I lucked out...

don't look for love....it'll come to you when you least expect it...

:hug:

DMACK 03-07-2009 05:07 PM

BlueMajo

CONGRATULATIONS


Now visualise your life as a science lesson


Make good preparation, know the substances your working with, understand their reactions to other substances and settings, calculate risks wisely, record all events...and evaluate the outcomes....learn from the experiment.

now see the lesson as daily life
keep healthy/choose friends from intuition,be civil to all you encounter/ observe and understand how others in your life react to you & to other humans, and towards man made factors, and circumstances/write a diary and record you daily experiences, and of those whom you have contact with./ take time to reflect on events and learn from mistakes, [your own and others]/Decipher ways too obtain better results and leave nothing to chance/ learning from the experiment does not mean you will not make future mistakes/ you wil just have learnt to not be as moved by the failure, and more determined to succeed in the future.

All good scientists continually strive for answers///just like life i reckon we do the same thing.

Now take time out enjoy your achievements...........and re-gain strength


David

BlueMajo 03-07-2009 11:41 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by who moi (Post 476654)
well alrighty, Blu Mayo!!
Now, you can tell us about Telomerase cells and the eternal cells and why is it that when the Mayonnaise turns blue, we shouldn't eat it but we can eat BLUE CHEESE??

(((HUGS)))

:eek:

:rolleyes: Erm.... yeah.... sure.... erm.... I think I have the answer... Erm... Hum.... well.... yeah right....


Quote:

and since your biology has come to fruition. Let the chemistry with others take care of itself....

I was alone for a long long time also and moss landed on me for some special reason...not sure what she saw in me...but I lucked out...

don't look for love....it'll come to you when you least expect it...

:hug:
Aw.... That stuff was lovely moi.... Thank you so much ! :hug:

Quote:

Originally Posted by DMACK (Post 476688)
BlueMajo

CONGRATULATIONS


Now visualise your life as a science lesson


Make good preparation, know the substances your working with, understand their reactions to other substances and settings, calculate risks wisely, record all events...and evaluate the outcomes....learn from the experiment.

now see the lesson as daily life
keep healthy/choose friends from intuition,be civil to all you encounter/ observe and understand how others in your life react to you & to other humans, and towards man made factors, and circumstances/write a diary and record you daily experiences, and of those whom you have contact with./ take time to reflect on events and learn from mistakes, [your own and others]/Decipher ways too obtain better results and leave nothing to chance/ learning from the experiment does not mean you will not make future mistakes/ you wil just have learnt to not be as moved by the failure, and more determined to succeed in the future.

All good scientists continually strive for answers///just like life i reckon we do the same thing.

Now take time out enjoy your achievements...........and re-gain strength


David

That's a really nice post David !!!! Thank you so much !!!! I loved it !!!! :hug:

Im actually going to print what people in this forum has told me and paste the messages all over my room :)

Thank you.

BlueMajo 03-10-2009 04:27 PM

Hey there friends,

Checking in.

Aw... Im feeling too stressed at this moment...

I went yesterday to talk to my boss about my PhD project... She doesnt want to accept it :( She offered me 2 projects Im not interested in... I really want to do the one I choose, but....

I dont know what to do... I dont want to go out again, and knock door by door until I find a new lab with a new boss, new mates who would accept my project...
BUT, I dont want to work the next 5 years of my life in something that it isnt interesting to me... :(

I was hoping my currect boss would accept my project about brain tumors... but seems she wont..

I have until next tuesday to decide what to do... How could I convince her ?? :(

mistiis 03-10-2009 05:54 PM

Pray dear Blue, and we will pray with you. The answer will come....:hug:

BlueMajo 03-10-2009 09:44 PM

Thank you mistiis.... I really dont know what to do...

I feel so lost.

hippiechick 03-10-2009 11:51 PM

I'm sorry that you're feeling so lost right now; that's really a scary place to be. As everyone has said, you do have us. And these people have picked me up waaaaaay more than once....way, way more. I guess that's how or why we've all come into contact; it isn't by "accident" or simply running across a web site....I think we're all supposed to be here at this particular place and time for each other. Kind of scary, huh? Can you hear the freaky music playing in the background???

Just know that you have lots of people in your corner. And we know what it's like to get that lost and alone feeling....sometimes, even when it's dark, it's just nice to have company....and if you have company then you aren't alone. Too simple, huh? Just words, I know....but we truly are with you.

I hope today's better for you.

Lara 03-11-2009 03:40 AM

Gosh, that's so difficult for you. Did your boss give any hints or reasons why they didn't want to accept your particular area of interest? If they gave reasons, is there some way you could modify your project somewhat to accommodate them?


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