well, I am off to bed...

((((BIG HUGS))))

will be keeping you in our thoughts and prayers...

nik, it's OK to feel angry, and get as angry as you can and need to....

but...don't HOLD on to it too long, OK?? (I get into the "I get so angry at my father and then I let it go and then I get angry again modes". And as time goes by, I feel the anger less and less each time...I'll probably do this for the rest of my life, but it does get easier....I hope that'll happen for you...)

(((Nik-key)))

thank you ((MOI)
so glad U were here again
and to ALL
for 'being there" for NIK
& who knows how many others
these sharings
ALL these words, will touch .....
i'm deeply touched,
crying again...

((( NIK)))
your words , all you share continue to touch so deeply-- RAW real Honest -- you have helped me so many times...
wish i could tell you how much ... and how to get 'thru' all -- pain, losses, more... so much....
so many times... wish i knew how to help you.... wish that you weren't suffering so much....
pray for healing, Peace and more, you so deserve..
wish i could say , do more ....
take care

praying for BEST
for ALL

I am really in tough shape today, 1 week from today. I can't see through the tears but had to try to express my thanks to you dear ((pono)) such a moving post. I know how much pain you are in, that you would reach out to me, means a great deal. Much love my friend:hug:

((Moi)) the poem is beautiful. I will try to find the right mix, to feel... but not be consumed by those feelings. A hard thing to do. I feel I might simply explode for all the emotions running through me.

I need to dry my eyes and go visit with Lynn.... I will try to be back later.

Love to you all :hug:

Nik-key...i am wondering if the chat room here would be a good place for you to have real time interractions with many members here....I really have been helped by it...I am there now, and would encourage you to try it soon!

have a good visit too!

((Drea)) thank you, I tried... went in and left before I could even say hi. accck. I have only been in chat one time, I didn't see one for SOS. I would feel odd talking about these emotions with others. I guess I feel they wouldn't, or maybe couldn't understand. Its a good thought though, maybe when I feel stronger, I will try again. Thanks:hug:

please try again..it is amazing how we all come together, as support for one another. all of us are dealing with heavy hearts and it's easier to hold ours up when we all do it together....take care :grouphug:

:hug:

Just hugs Nikki. Lots and lots of hugs.

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Awwwww, Nikki. :hug:

You have so many burdens heaped upon your frail shoulders. I'm so sorry for all that worries you. They are legitimate worries, but still ... so much for you to bear.

I don't have any helpful suggestions or comforting poetry to share. But know that you remain in my daily thoughts and prayers. You are loved, my dear friend. :hug::hug::hug:

Nikki, I want you to know that in chat, there is a way you can private chat with just one person that you choose, if you want. And the names of the rooms don't mean anything. Sometimes it is "Dog Chat". Now I wonder who brings up that subject???