I wonder if I can thank everyone for their messages and emails. I just don't have it in me right now to write back. I hope you understand

I wonder if I can share that my nephew is still under doctor's care, but IS doing better. Thank you for your prayers

I wonder if I can share that Lynn and Mom are holding their own. Mom is winning her battle, Lynn is losing his... but both are fighting. I wonder if they know the honor I feel to stand beside them... the privilege it is, to help them fight.

I wonder if I can share, I have had a recent loss too emotional to talk about. It is making me wonder a lot about God and Heaven. I wonder if Daddy is embracing Heaven's newest Angel? I like to think so....

I wonder if I can say, swimming is hard work, but I will never stop trying.

I wonder if I can leave ((BIG TIGHT HUGS)) to everyone. And I wonder if I can leave ((Pono)) a couple extra ones too

I wonder if Ms. Loo wondered if anybody would come post in here.

i wonder how she is feeling...I'm sorry you are in so much pain.

I wonder at how insidious suicidal ideation can be. I also wonder at how when I express certain thoughts, they go right over people's heads. It doesn't surprise me that we miss people's 'hints' and only notice them later.

I wonder that even with the deep love I have for daughter and gdoody, those thoughts feel like a good option sometimes...for me anyway.

I wonder that that's just me rambling again. You can really tell when the pain and depression are clawing at my pant legs.

I wonder that I wish everyone in here could see the adorable videos I took of Gdoody on Easter with his Greats, most especially my dad. Too cute.

I wonder about my dear dear dear friend Ducky. I guess I need to make another call and sing to her.

I wonder if you know that meeting Ducky was one of the best days in my life. (Although I must say those Kentucky hill people are one of a kind)