[Doody]

I wonder about the thought I had today. I feel like we're a bunch of new students who just showed up at a big university to start our first semester. And we're all going through orientation trying to figure things out.

I wonder if Kimmy knows I hope she gets to feeling better soon and I'm glad her new doc there was nice enough to renew her meds...

I wonder if she also knows I'm a little flustered with this daughter thing and I wonder if she's talking about the one where she lives or the one back at the old homestead?

I wonder how glad, and sad, I am to hear today that Dru Sjoden's killer was sentenced to death today...finally. I hope they carry through with it soon. I don't know how parents in those situations recover.

I wonder if an abuse forum of sorts has, or will be, put up.

I wonder at how comfortable I feel here...so far.

[cherokeegrl]

I wonder if I can let Doody know how happy I was to read how she wonders about my well being.

I wonder if she knows that it is my daughter who lives with me that has begun to sadly disappoint me.

I wonder why I feel like such a failure as a mother when I think about how they talk about me in a negative way so much of the time.

I wonder if my daughter and I will truly make this living together situation really work.

I wonder what I would do if we decided this wasn't going to work out.

I wonder if I should choose to find a different "representative payee".

I wonder if my lab work from this Tuesday will show anything negative.

I wonder why I thought I would fit right in to an abuse forum.

[JoJo6]

Hello CG
I'm wonder if you have a shorter name because I forget long ones?

I wonder if CG knows I noticed last night on another forum that she had moved to Florida

I wonder if she knows I wanted to ask her how she was but had to get in bed because of a very bad chest thing and I was having a hard time breathing?

I wonde if she knows that I worry ablut fitting in, nothing special but just fit in and be a part of the whole?

I wonder if CG likes her new home and how daughter is?

I wonder if Cherokeegirl knows that ending life as we know it is not the thing to do because we all would be sad and daughter would be sad and life is too precious to end it

I'm no expert but CG, when I want to be a part of a forum I just bop right in and start talking and everybody for sure knows I am a loony tic?

I wonder if CG knows I worried if I would fit in this forum and worried over before I finally started coming here?

I wonder if CG knows that many are on vacation or whatever and are gone so maybe the room needs some of us to look out for those that need an ear to listen?

I wonder if CG knows I don't know for sure if they went this week or next

I wonder if CG knows I care and yes, life as we know it is worth hanging on to because we never know when some one may need us?

I wonder if CG knows I care about her and hope she will feel more comfortable here in every one of these forums JoJo

[JoJo6]

I wonder if ,is it Kimmy? well I wonder if she has noticed the date on top of the post? I see we may be needed while the others go off to play somewhere.

I wonder if Doody, Kimmy and those that are here can work together and keep this room between the ditches until the wandering ones come home?

[cherokeegrl]

I wonder if I can thank Jo for being here with kind and positive words that do make a difference?

I wonder why I have felt I am ready to meet my maker, and leave this cruel world? I hate my existence, and the deep depression that has such a grip on me lately. I was doing so much better when I first arrived here a couple of months ago!

I wonder what triggered this depression this time?

I wonder if Jo Jo knows I was a member of SOS in BT1, and do miss several of our friends that haven't been here yet?

I wonder if they know how much I truly care about them, and what difference they have made in my life through the last few years?

I wonder if I can share that I used to feel so much more confident back when I was a regular at BT1?

I wonder why I have doubts now? Is it due to all the BS that was flying around, which was part of why I stopped posting near to the shut down of that site?

I wonder if I have said that I do love living in FL now, and wish things were better between my daughter and I, which seems to have gotten worse just recently.

I wonder if ya know that she is also my representative payee through Social Security Disability, per judges order, and I hate that I feel like I answer to her?

I wonder if this lonely feeling is part of my depression, and wish to leave it all behind?

I wonder if this too shall pass? Most likely, it will, but I've had such a difficult turn of events lately that has caused lots of depression to set in.

I wonder if I can thank you Jo? It makes a difference when someone reaches out like you have!

I wonder if you know that I hope you feel much better real soon!

~Kimmy