Manda-Alffe mom gave you a special hug on her post in wonder thread today. YOU are the only one who got a special hug. A hug by name. Barbo and I did NOT get a hug by name. But we are NOT jealous. We are mature ladies, right, Barbo?
Manda, I will be thinking of you (by name) today and visualizing how calm and happily expectant you will be getting ready for your interview-just remember how lucky they will be if they are smart enough to hire you.:hug:

Good luck
 

Ditto to everything you said Sue.

How did the interview go Manda? :hug: We are here for you. :grouphug:

didn't get the job. my life is in a period of major change. i'm trying to keep my head above the water. trying hard.

i have a hard time thinking of only myself in decisions. i always take into account a third party. why don't i realize that i should only take myself into account? i always think about "hmmm the reason my last relationship failed is b/c i moved away and the long distance think didn't work...maybe i should move back home?"

ugh. i hate my ways of thinking.

I'm sorry you didn't get the job Manda. Sometimes it's just a struggle to see the forest for the trees. Keep trying dear girl...something will fall into place. :hug:

:hug: Manda-you said you are trying-trying hard-that is the key-keep trying and like Alffe said-things will fall into place.:hug:

Dear MandaC-I feel your pain,but you can not give up! No one knows what tomorrow will bring,every new day is like a blank canvas,a new start,its up to us what we paint on it! I will put you in my prayers.

i don't want to be here anymore. i'm not getting better. it's been a year since jay and i broke up, and i can't stop obsessing about it. it never leaves me. i don't know how to stop these thoughts. i think i'll only find relief if my mind is no longer working.

i just want to end everything. i'm just as torn down and torn up as i was a year ago. i can't accept i won't hear from him again.

i can't accept anything. i wasn't made for this. i wasn't given the skills to survive emotional distress. i was made faulty. maybe i wasn't supposed to even live this long.

i'm paralyzed.

i hope someone is here. i really need someone.

I'm here Manda