thanks blue. i needed to hear that.

Manda I see this thread started back in 09 do you still feel like you don't want to live? Please give life a chance. I had a very good friend who took his life. I feel like a piece of me died with him. There is a sadness that people get and it is like a disease. Some people no matter what is said still take their life. I am begging you not to do this. Life is really unpredictable when you lease expect it someone shows up, when your not looking for anybody. Life is really long , I know some people think just the opposite but in my opinion it is very long. Things can change over night. So hang in. You are loved.

It's always hard to love someone who doesn't love you back isn't it?

I'm sorry you're still hurting.

Sooner or later you'll get used to not having him in your life. You'll find you think about it less and less, and eventually you'll realize that this experiance, however hurtful, wasn't all bad. It created stepping stones that will help you find someone that truly makes you happy, and helped create the new person you have become.

I hope you feel a little better today, and a little better the next day, and a little better the next, until you're finally happy again.

I understand exactly what you mean. Please hang in there. You have probably inherited these illnesses. People never use to talk about these things at all.

You are not alone. I feel the same way. The Psalms in the bible sure help me.

A friend of mine who I grew up with has bad anxiety problems. He lives several states away now. We email each other.

I feel like I have driven people away from me also,but it's been really me. I keep withdrawing. I am never relaxed around other people. There where alot of bullies who came after me when I was growing up. I think that it was because I was taller then most people,and the other guys where jealous.

Please keep hanging in there,and take life a day,or a inch,or a foot at a time. You are here for a reason,and you can survive. BF

Manda your beautiful. Don't let one loser who didn't see your beauty get you down. Even Jessica Simpson got her heart broken. There is somebody out there for you it may take time, but like I said it may come to you in the oddest way.

trying to be strong. struggling with the past. trying to be so strong. struggling with emotional scars.

It takes courage to try Manda...hang in there.

Aww, I know it's hard, but you can do it. Everyone here believes in you, and we're here if you want to talk.

you guys are the best...

How are you doing ?

Keep fighting.