I went completely psycho in my sleep last night, well this morning seeing as I could not fall asleep before 2. SOOOOO, I have my SSDI meeting today. Not surprising that my nervousness for this managed to sneak into my sleep.

And I dreamt that I had this horrible woman with an attitude who kept telling me I was not disabled enough to be disabled. And for some reason I picked up the pencil on her desk and proceeded to stab her... 11 times in the head and 22 times in her back. WHY? So that she and I would have matching holes. And then i was in the process of stapling the denial paperwork to her forehead when my alarm started going off.

I think this was the worst dream I have ever had. So I woke up feeling sick to my stomach and I am sooooooo not looking forward to this metting.