[SallyC]

OK, I know we're a little boooooring, this Summer and not too entertaining....even when we're here....but, we still miss you and wonder if you're okie dokie

DM, Jappy, AMN, Cheryl, Chris, Bill, Moose, Pete, Larry, Frank ....to name just a few. The rest of you know who you are and so do I. Your names are in the windmills of my MS brain, but I miss you all, very much.

Come on you guys, don't forget us, we still love you and need you.

[kicker]

I've seen 2 at Facebook.

[SallyC]

I've limited my FB experience for Family only. It's impossible to keep up with a 100 or more friends there. It can be like a fast chat. Many are ignored and just talking to themselves.

This is my home base and I need you guys. All my RL friends have forgotten me. Now some of my NT friends are gone too. Waaaaaaaaa!!!

[ewizabeth]

I've got your back Sally... You aren't getting rid of me!

[Dejibo]

im still here.

I saw more than a couple at FB which has games, and chat, and lots of sparkly shiney things to distract them from their pain.

[Kitty]

We're sparkly and shiny! Well......we're shiny......

[Jappy]

I am still around Sally. Just been having physical and emotional problems

I read NT when I feel up to it, but most of the time I am sleeping. I am on
different meds now. Depression pills, new heart pills, and have been having
problems with the eyes. Since the cataract surgery, I have developed scar
tissue where the eyes were cut to put the new lense in and this has caused
me to see blurry and when I use them to much some pain. Have to have laser
surgery to correct this and I am still nervous about that.

The dr. said this does happen and of course it had to happen to me. My
DD is still stuck in NJ and doing bad financially, if they don't sell I don't know
how they will make it through the winter. I have helped as much as I can.

Of course MS lets me know that she is still around
Putting it all together, I guess that can answer why I am depressed. The only thing I have never been this depressed before.

My DD got me to sign on FB so I can see pics about what is going on in NJ
I just try and keep in touch with family and very close friends that I miss.

You take care, I also miss hearing from a lot of the old group.

Jappy

[TwoKidsTwoCats]

I'm still here Sally . I don't FB at all, I Twitter only to follow a couple of music artists I like. I prance through NT at least once a day, but it's usually so late at night that I have no spark left to my sputtering brain!

[SallyC]

((((Kicker-Wiz-Dej-Kelly-Jappy-2kids2cats))))

Jappy, sweety, I hate that you are in this funk. Nothing worse. Been there, done that. .Thank God for ADs. The right ones, at the right time, saved my life.

They say that God only gives you enough trouble, that you can stand.....but sometimes you wonder?

My prayers for your full recover from the Abyss of worry and sorrow and for things to get better for DD, so she can make it down there, to be with her Mommy.

[AfterMyNap]

I got notified by iChat this morning that I need to check in, so consider me checkinned.

After one horrendous month of madness, I am now a resident of NC and am super fatigued and not even moved in.

In terms of my life, God has the best sense of humor! He's always crackuppin' me with stuff, check out my daily devotional for this morning http://www.joycemeyer.org/OurMinistr...lydevotionals/. So, this morning, I found a penny in the hotel elevator and thought little of it except, "Cool! Free money!!"

Off I went to sign and pay and inspect the new apartment here in NC, it was supposed to be freshly cleaned and move-in ready... supposed to be. To be honest, it was unacceptable and I do believe my mother would have smacked me if I had walked away leaving "cleaning" results like that. I have movers scheduled for 8:00am at $110 per hour and the apartment manager hemmed & hawed (in....... the ......... slllllllllooooooowwwwwww south.... ern... tradition), made a phone call and said that the "cleaners" would be back at 8:30am. Not good enough, unacceptable again.

Meanwhile, back at the ranch, the Pod delivery is en route at T minus 45 minutes, so I bolted (as I do my bolting) up to Lowe's and began interrogating all the employees to refer me to an emergency cleaner with that anaaal-retentive sparkle in his/her soul. After much discussion and searching yellow pages (real paper ones! I had forgotten what they look like), Carrie remembered her friend and fellow student, Nicole. I could hear the angelic harps playing overhead. Nicole won't get out of class until 8:30pm and has agreed to lug her sleeping 2-yr.-old along to come to my rescue.

The Pod was delivered and after peeking in, to my relief, I was satisfied that the load had not shifted or tumbled.

Now, about 400 miles ago, my car started the rattle of fear to a spinster-gimp roadtripping alone and my immediate suspicion was the protection plate over the catalytic converter. I jumped online and discovered a great dealership literally at the next expressway exit from my hotel. They were able to confirm my suspicion and will correct the issue Wednesday.

So, at 3:42pm, I am very tired, fatigued by intense heat and have time for a nap before it's time to go meet Nicole who is interested in a weekly gig at my place! The next bonus is, she has a toddler to amuse me!

Tomorrow will be interesting, I hope and pray that all that stuff will fit into this little walk-in closet that I now call *gulp* home.