I've been trying to think of a reply. It's been kind of hard to come up with something.

September 11th changed me. I'm less forgiving than I was. I cant watch the video from that day without getting so angry (and depressed) that it can make me physically ill. Pretty sure that's the reason some of my MS symptoms are kicking up this weekend is because I feel really stressed by the anniversary.

It makes me more angry than sad. The first few years, all I could do on September 11th was sit and cry. Now I get really really angry.

Trying really hard this year to stay away from watching any coverage of September 11th. I just cant take the anger and stress anymore. I cant watch those people get murdered again and again.


The other day I bought a DVD set for a tv show that I used to watch back in the 90s. I'm trying to see if I can watch the whole thing over the next day. Hoping to have less stress this year.

It's really tiring being angry all of the time.