This has to be the reason why I was just a complete moron on a crafting forum I go to.

My brain didnt make the connection on something, and I said something completely stupid and moronic, and totally rude to someone else (who, coincidentally also has MS) and she left that forum rightfully mad at me. (I posted a public apology to her, and emailed a personal one)

I just feel really really horrible right now...and cant get past how completely stupid I was. I dont get it...I wasnt a rude moron several years back. When did that part of my brain turn off (or get eaten by the MS trolls?)

I'm trying to not feel so bad that I'll go do something stupid or anything. I just dont understand why my brain apparently does not edit that crapola that comes out of my mouth or off my fingers when I type.

I just feel really bad about what I unintentionally did to that person. (apparently she's in the hospital) I have a bad feeling in my stomach now, like I want to be violently ill.

Does anyone know if the MS makes you a rude idiot...is that permanent? Is it something in my brain that got damaged forever, or is it like some of the other werid symptoms...does it ever go away for a time?

Ok, I think I'll go to bed, because if I obsess over this any more, I'll be stabbing myself in the eyes with a copaxone needle so that I cant do stupid crap like that again.

Aaacccckkkk! I hate that gut-wrenching feeling! I think we've all been there at one time or another, Erin.

Hopefully she will respond to your apologies very soon so you can rest easier.

I don't know if its the MS, but I do stuff like that from time to time. And yep, I obsess too.

At least you recognized your gaffe and made the effort to repair it.

Frequent dinner plans for Dejibo

Open mouth. insert foot.

I have been exactly where you are. The best thing you can do is sincerly apologize, and mean it. Extend your hand in an act begging for mercy, and lower you head while she bonks you on it.

then, you have to remember this day when someone else is mean and you think its out of character. dont be so quick to snap their heads off.

Lesson learned well in my corner of the world. I hope your friend forgives.

unfortunately I too have foot in mouth disease. hopefully she will understand and answer you. dont beat yourself up over it. i must admit since my last time of foot in mouth i tend to double check what i have typed and read it out loud to see if it sounds right. hopefully she will understand Erin

Everyone has a bad day once in awhile.
I hope she sees your apology soon and accepts it so you can both move forward.

She saw it, and accepted it. (whew!)

And so far, I was the only one who made the public apology. There were a couple other people who offended her. I think they havent seen that particular thread yet.

I guess I wont be taking the heavier pain medications for my shoulder that I hurt anymore. Brain is fuzzy enough as it is...I dont need stoned MS trolls messing me up any further.

Erin, So glad she excepted your apology.

I Olhipie has times when he bursts out. Last night we were getting ready for bed, we have a set pattern of how we do things. Well, in utter confusion he getting ready to get in bed when his little MS Trolls...can I call them that...they jumped out and took advantage of the fog he was in and messed things up. they also caused him in confusion to address me with his first wifes name.......who he hasn't been married to for over 20 years. I'm wife #4...lucky number.

Something I have been able to help him do is when he has a moment of Troll induced rage, to push back, take a few moments to calm down and return to his old self. It has worked most of the time. When it happens however, I forget he is pausing and wonder why he is so quite...

If it's any consolation, Erin, some people are rude MOST OF THE TIME, and don't EVER apologize. The good news is you recognized your error, and you sincerely tried to make amends. That's about all you can do.

Been there, done that.

I'm glad she accepted your apology.

Cherie

Unfortunately my mouth has always worked faster than my brain. You aren't alone. I'm sure it has happened to everyone and being quick to apologize is a great trait.

Just wanted to let you know, Erin, you're not alone in this. I've done it too. Somedays I really feel like I've lost my filter. Still other times, I feel totally justified for saying what I've said, whatever it may be ( even after much thought and days later). At least we have an excuse, I guess. There are some people who are rude and have no excuse lol

I'm glad your friend forgave you. Try not to stress over it anymore.