[yeahbut]

DBF and I were suppose to head to NH this morning for a birthday party for his newphews son's first birthday. Well, after the week I have had and the heat and humidity I decided last night that I need to stay home and rest and not go.

I feel very selfish for not going but I know it was the best choice to make. The ride was going to be 5 hours each way in the back seat of a Ford F-350. Sleeping tonight in a tent on the hard damp ground in my sleeping bag and probably not getting any rest at all.

DBF left about an hour ago to meet his sister and brother-in-law to ride down with him.

I am feeling selfish cause next weekend is the 4th of July and we have plans to go up North camping for three days and I want to be rested and feeling great for the trip. This will be my first camping trip of the year and I don't want to be feeling like I am now.

I mean "kinda" staying home cause I need to run to the grocery store and a few other stops this morning since I thought I was going to be gone for the weekend! But, I am going to do that this morning before everyone else gets moving so I can get back and settle in!