Why God?
Why God did you have to take her away?
Couldn't you wait, a month, a year a day?

My heart is broken, empty and so sad.
I'm lost feeling helpless and angry and mad.

God spoke, and I heard him clearly say
I haven't taken your child away

I gave you a daughter to love and hold
She became to sick to ever grow old

I have called her home to be with me
So I could cure her and make her well, Do you see?

I knew she needed special parents to care
That's why I sent her to you,You'd always be there

I just put on some makeup so I am trying not to cry but I wanted to say I am hoping you are doing better.

I am going to Devin's basketball game today and I started crying awhile ago about Bill not being with me to go see it. I was talking to him though telling him how proud he would be of those 2 boys. They are straight A students and both are so good in sports that the coaches actually call the house and beg for them.

Devin had a sore throat Monday and Tuesday. He had to miss practice Monday night and the coach called and told Susan if he felt ok they really needed him in Tuesday nights game. They won and he got 18 of the 27 points. Which surprises me because he is so small. He's 12 but he's not taller then most kids nor bigger.

They both got talked into Soccer in March by my Nurse. Her husband is the coach so this will be their 4th year in Soccer and then they both will go in to football this fall. Dustin will be on the High School team and Devin will be on the middle school team. Devin is also in juggling.

Those two are what is keeping me going and it's still hard. I spend so much time alone and I barely leave my bedroom. I had to do this though just once for him. I always try to see at least one of their games.

I am glad you are spending time with family. I can only imagine what you are going through. I am hoping each day brings you a little more peace and happiness.

My thoughts and prayers are with you through this.

Ada

MY HEART AND LOVE GO OUT TO YOU
MANY HUGS AND KISSES, TOO.
THOUGH YOUR LOSS IS BEYOND BLEAK,
MUCH LOVE IS HERE FOR YOU TO SEE.
WE ALL CARE.
WE'RE WELL AWARE THAT YOUR DAUGHTER IS WITH YOU ALL OF THE TIME.
SHE'S IN YOUR HEART , SOUL, AND YOUR BLOODLINE.
SHE'S IN EVERY THOUGHT, EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE.
SHE IS YOUR LOVE AND ALL FOR ALL FOR GOD YOU THANK!!!!

MANY BLESSES TO YOU, SWEETIE. PM ME ANYTIME. WE CAN SPEAK OVER THE PHONE. I AM HERE FOR YOU.