Hi Beth!

Wow how true what you say is!!!! I have been able to talk with my father peacefully and he is hugging me and telling me he loves me and wants to stay in contact....Mom won't look at me or when I say hello walks past me and says NOTHING!!!!

The reasoning is that Dad had said we must all agree that we can't live under the same roof as there are too many personalities going on...only Mom has the prob...I get along well with Dad he is logical and can work out probs but still dosn't understand chronic pain...I asked him to read a book....asked him to understand what is was like to live in a life with pain at 7-8 each day...... can't live like htat he says don't tell me that....well what the hell else will I do LIE????

Well his friend took his own life and he jumped off a bridge due to pain in his hip with no help!!!! so he got it then

I can't live in this pain!! He dosn't get it???
anyhow.....

I got the movers and they will get all of my things out by the 20th of March....got to the house and all of my things were in piles my room was destroyed and my living room as well as my desk.....revenge???? the need to get back at me??? don't know but it was so bad I couldn't find anything that I needed my things were so messed up....and the response was that they were helping me to get things organized...hmmmmmm I dont think so

Oh yeah they thought they were helping me pack by destroying my place my bathroom was ripped apart and .....ok enough.......

so at least all will be out and I will feel better but as for talking to my mother it will be a long long time before I do talk to her and mend this as I feel it is her fault......she can't admid EVER to being wrong so she is in another world and has never grown up she is not able to take responsibility for her actions......so that says to me she needs to do that before we can relate as adults....I have grown up and it is so frustrating for me to be the adult and her to be the child in the relationship.......

oh the helll......Calgary is looking better and better....but still dealing iwth the hell of compensation board..had to call a manager then the fair practice comission to deal with several issues I had with them.......getting dealt with now, but still frustrated and angry that they get away with saying things then deny it!!!!!!

ok this is a huge vent thanks!!!!!! Have cried so much trhis week no tears left to cry only kisses for my man and the idea of moving on but not looking forward to telling compensation huge problems....ok issues from hell!!!

you guys are the best!!! hugs and love to all of you you are all my best of friends and my true family!!! for that I thank you all from the bottom of my heart

love and hugs to you all!!
Victoria