[moneymaker8]

Good morning to all,

I haven't posted in a few weeks because I am so depressed that I feel it would be a downer to others. I am in alot of pain on a daily basis but I feel that it is because I have other problems like 3 level fusion in my cervical spine and 2 buldging disc in thoracic spine I think the surgery has weakened my neck and I have alot of pain in shoulder/scapula. I just don't feel very well. I have chronic pain and have for years some days I just don't want to go on this way. I don't even know why I am writing I'm just desparate for help I have zero quality of life and I just can't seem to snap out of the depression. I think everyday that I can't imagine living this way. Please send up your prayers for me.

Sorry for this
Bev