[trixlynn]

I really do not know what to do about this. I have been clinically depressed since before 1995. I have been taking anti-depressants since then. I found that they were helpful in controling my mood and my patience levels.
Now, however, I cannot seem to control my temper. I have no patience. My poor kids just act like kids and I scream and yell. Not all of the time, but often enough that I am starting to get concerned.
I am going to talk to the doctor, but I wonder if any of you are facing this? Could this be a part of the grieving process from losing my former life? I know that I have gone through a lot of the other steps. I spent a long while on the denial area of things. So much so that I feel that I made things worse.(My Dr. says I didn't)
I just am so tired of being angry, short-tempered, etc. I feel like my integrity flies out the window every time I get upset. The one thing I have tried to keep since this whole thing started.
I also find that I am more depressed.
Am I a crazy person? Does anyone else "get it"?