[Chipster]

Hi all! I'm a newbie. I got a concussion when I fell off my horse the day of the Derby (ironic, right?). I graduated law school this spring, and am taking the bar next week. I know I'm going to fail. I attended all the lectures for my bar prep class, but could barely focus to study. Actually, I've realized that I barely remember May and June. I'm feeling pretty good now. When I study now I do ok for short periods of time. My problem is just that it's too late. I think I can handle the 3 days of testing (I'm doing PA and NJ), but I simply don't know the material well enough.

I understand logically that of course I will have problems with academics after being dropped on my head! I'm a good student. I had a full ride to law school, so no fears on my ability to pass. And I can take the test again in the winter when I'm better. I have a clerkship, so my job is not dependant on passing. But how do I explain the situation to my new employer, and what will my next employer think if I fail the bar? (the clerkship is a one year position). My employer knows that I had a concussion and a broken hand. But I'm finding many people just don't get it. How do I explain to them that I'm not stupid or a slacker if I fail?

[Mark in Idaho]

Chipster,

The struggles you have are common PCS but the part you need to explain to employers is that PCS does not impact the intellect like it does other functions. Memory and such can have serious declines with intellect only suffering very minor declines.

You will be challenged to learn new ways of processing the information you need. Building a written reference system will be an important work-around. As you discover where and when you have struggles, take note of them and build work-arounds. Since law school taught you theory but was light on procedure, the clerkship will be a good way to start and build confidence.