OMG I'm sorry that happened to you!

I noticed when I watched a movie and it had a hospital scene with nurses & patients I had to change the channel. It gave me butterflies in my stomach and I didn't like how it made me feel so changed the channel.

I've been in denial with my PTSD diagnosis even tho the Neurologist says I have every single symptom of it. I'm text book he said. When I told him my attacks come on as a trigger to my work and gave a nod & smile like he knew it before I said anything.

Maybe because of this he agreed with keeping me out of work until therapy can begin. I even got stressed going to the hospital to see the Neuro. Everyone I talk to (family) thinks PTSD is just for the military.

Do you know of any good websites I can suggest my family explore?

Do you think this can excuse me from work meetings? My mom says no and I have to force myself to go.

Congratulations on your anniversary! That's wonderful!