Hello Bud,

Thank you so much! You are correct and I feel horribly guilty that I feel that way. I love my daughter and if I could I would trade places in a heartbeat. When I discuss how she was it is with my husband and NEVER in her presence. I would never want her to feel bad. What happened to her was not her fault it was an accident that no one would expected the out come. I do morn about her struggles with my husband. I hurt for her. I honestly felt alone until I was reading on this group. I have received more advise on this site than I have from and medical profession. I have went all over the state of Oregon and made hundreds of phone calls, etc. The biggest thing that I miss that it is truly the hardest for me is her emotional well being. I did start the vitamins that are listed and started to wean her off the Zoloft and I can see a HUGE difference in her. She is smiling again that is huge for me as a mother knowing she is happy. Thank you for the encouragement and understanding. No one truly understands unless you have lived in in some form.

Cheers,

Carrie