yesterday was my 11yr aniv with my hubby. feeling better. hada little downward spiral there for a few days. almost feel back to normal. husband working nights atleast i can see him sleep during the day so i don't miss him as much.it's almost been 2 months since my mvd and alot has changed in my life no pain on the right side. and taking less pain meds. so i am more aware. but i still feeel fragile. emotional and physicaly. i started working out 30 min a day and can see some results. because i.ve been alittle laid up before the surg no energy before to do anything. so i guess i am on the up and up.-shelly