Im sorry your depressed today. No Hunter no judgement in here --u sound smart and Im glad you joined even if its for support--- have you looked on TN thread yet? --Maybe other can give you some ideas that are suffering with the same disease as you. They also have one for depression. I hope your pain gets better as day goes on and dont worry about the kids in your school. Like i said there clueless. I dont know why sometimes life hands us bad stuff ---but you will find out quickly you will become a much stronger person for it. I hope your day gets better for you today

Clueless is an understatement for my classmates. And thank you, I take pride in my intellect. And thank you, I have only had one more attack since this morning, so I guess thats not that bad... I also want to thank everyone for not bringing religion into this as I am atheist and I find it a little irritating when people say god is there for me. Because if I were to believe, then he'd be the cause of these problems as well. Something Id never be able to forgive. So I just wanted to say thanks and I will be looking around this website for direction quite a bit so I hope to hear from you all again, if you talk to me again on another thread, let me know you've talked to me before

Im always here if you need a friend and trust me I understand pain ---

So sorry for your pain. I sure know how that can lead down dark dark paths. Don't go there, come here instead. I do the same thing when I think I am loosing it. Hang in there. I care. Vent, and get to your doctor for some additional help. If your pain is that out of site, you need some more help. Don't hesitate to ask him or her for that help. It is your quality of life that is on the line, and it is worth fighting for. ginnie

Good evening Hunter I talked to you yesterday I am hoping that today was a little better you should really talk to your doc. if you are having so much pain maybe they can give you something else or up the dose that you are on,I do hope that you can get some help with your panic attacts too I would hate for you to get like I am I have them so bad that I don't leave my home unless I have to and never do I leave by myself it's a very lonely life so I do hope you can get some control over them,I'm sorry for my spelling I suck at it I am here if you need someone to talk to

I know I say this alot but I mean it so very much, Thank You All You have know idea how much it means to me

Hope today is better for you. I can't tell you how many times I have cried too. We are all here for each other. ginnie

I hope your having a good day today as well !!

I have had a couple attacks today and I keep accidentally touching my face, no one to blame but myself on that one :/ I go to the counselors after school, I dont know what he'll do about the depression, or if there is anything he can do but Im trying to hold up and stay positive, thank you for checking in

Just out of curiosity, do you take an anti-depressant?. I don't like taking them either, but they did help with my own depression. I never like to recommend anything like that, but I think sometimes they can get you on top of a situation better. When the mental state is better, your coping skills work a bit better too. We are all here for you, you are not alone. ginnie