Wow, I'm so sorry. It sounds like your life has been turned upside down! I recently started using cbd cream for pain in combination with tylenol which has worked great for me and I need to be able to drive. Seriously, look into any drug that's not natural closely before you start them. I just wrote a post about gabapentin withdrawal symptoms while suffering from hashimoto's. Not fun, and I wish I had known what I know now because I never would have started taking it. I've heard similar things about one of the medications you described.
Good luck, Debbie

Brain shudder? It sounds to me like when the dog is barking, kids are yelling and there is a monkey on the ceiling fan.