Hi all,

I've been missing in action for awhile. I'm having a lot of stress, depression, loneliness, and anxiety since my husband passed. I cannot seem to eat right either. One thing I've noticed though is that I'm not eating as much chocolate for some reason on the days that I loose all my appetitte. I hope everyone else is doing better than me.

It is cold here in the mid Atlantic state I live in. Before today the weather was rather hot, just like late Spring.

befuddled2

Hi Befuddled. I don't know what it is like to lose a mate firsthand. I do know from my Mom and others close to me, it sure is not easy. The divorce was hard enough and then adding death, must compound the situation even more. You have a lot on your plate to deal with right now. Hope the Lord will bless you with some peace and healing soon. Try not to stay away...you are loved here and missed. If you don't feel like posting then a short hello will be good, so we can say hello back!
Have you tried posting on the grief forum yet? I don't go there, since I feel it is for those that need it and it's personal. I wonder if it could give you some comfort, from others that understand so well the emotions that have to be dealt with. My heart is with you and I wish we could sit down over a cup of coffee and visit. The only problem with the internet is not being able to hug each other in person. I truly believe in hugs and believe they are so uplifting! Much love and blessings, Gaye

Well I can understand the grief part, but don't have much advice I can tell you. Today is my husbands birthday, so you can imagine how I feel. I just can't get threw it either. I hope its soon, for it keeps me from enjoying much. All holidays are bad. If I am around his family, I am worse. If you want to talk, you can PM me.

Hugs,
Billie

Thank you Gaye and Billie,

I seem to be more calm about things today. The activan really does help my anxiety.

Billie, I've been playing songs that my husband and I listened to over and ove.

befuddled2