[Alffe]

I wonder if I got a virus from the games on facebook...I deactivated my act. there because it scared me this morning...

I wonder if I can remember how to defrag this computer....

I wonder if moi will come back and talk me thru it....

I wonder if there is posting about it in the computer forum...guess I go look...

[Abbie]

I wonder if Alffe knows that yes Facebook does place virus's on computers... I've seen it completely wipe out hard drives... I know that Facebook did it as that was the only site what was ever visited on this particular computer.

I wonder if Alffe will run updated virus scan, spybot search and destroy is a good program too... I also run CCleaner.

I wonder if Alffe figured out how to defrag???

I wonder that I made a BIG mistake by letting someone know "where I am" mentally/emotionally/physically....

I wonder that I got an email back telling me to look for emotional support elsewhere... I wasn't looking for emotional support from this person... just wanted this person to know because of the professional assistance for which they will be paid.

I wonder that I even wondered that they might want to know or should want to know... I wonder that it makes me feel like they really just don't care.

I wonder that I never got my hot cocoa last night... never got up to get it.

I wonder that I'm still treading but the waves seem to have gotten bigger and I feel that I've moved further out from shore....

I wonder if that I do have a mental health team and have been in contact with them...they do know "where I am".


Abbie

[Burntmarshmallow]

I wonder how much warmer and bright the Broom room is today and how awesome it is to read Moi's wonderful thread

I wonder that a friend I work with was in accident last night
Broke her nose and upper cheek/jaw .
Wonder that I know what that feels like. Wonder
Wonder that she WAS NOT wearing a seatbelt
Wonder that My seat belt was what kept me wonder that ... well memories ..
I DO WONDER that I want everyone reading and my family here to ALWAYS wear a seat belt when your in an automobile.

Wonder My Kiddo comes home tomorrow from college and I CANT WAIT

Wonder that it was nice news hearing Goofy's friend Elinor has improved I hope it continues in that direction

Wonder that I need to check my pie and work on another.

Wonder Alffemom ya know I dont mind if you use that whistle blowing lady. Anything to see your grin
Wonder on hugs positive energy and good thoughts
for the Room and Readers that are here .

PEACE
BMW

Wonder that I was posting same time as ((((((((ABBIE)))))))))
Wonder That I want to use Nikkis Golden saying...Keep Swimming. Wonder that I am sending you this power hug filled with strength comfort and a floating "boggie board" to surf the next wave in. . We are here always dont forget !

[Burntmarshmallow]

Wonder if Abbie wants to chat??


i am in the chatroom

[Alffe]

I wonder if I accomplished anything by defragging this...our computer and technology forum is a goldmine of information...

I wonder where I can find spybot...guess I'll google it...I used to know about things like that...

I wonder if I can say that it really, really ticks me off that anyone would be so rude and cruel as to tell anyone to look elsewhere for support.

I wonder how warm it makes me feel to "see" two people that I care about, in the chat room.

[Burntmarshmallow]

Wonder that there is more then one way to " LOOK " at things



Wonder thats its all hoops we jump threw and waves we ride till the finish line.

Wonder that I would never tell anyone to look else where for support ...unless the person was bad for my life and well being.. hurting me and such . wonder if that makes sense?

wonder on Reyn
and BJ and Steve and Lonely1, and yes all my family



wonder that I know Alffemom will fix her comp ... She is a very wise Alffemom and tech savvy I can tell!

PEACE
BMW

[Alffe]

I wonder that after defragging this computer yesterday and basically staying off it until this morning..I got a pop up notice that a serious problem had been corrected ~~sigh

I wonder that I seem to be unable to locate (or maybe they don't exist anymore) a free security thing...spybot keeps trying to charge me...and virus scan says they are unable to upload on this computer due to other security features I have... whatever I have didn't work very well!

I wonder that I reactivated my FB account minus any games or other applications...it's nice to read about friends and family there....

I wonder where the dynamite recipe reyn to working on for L1 got to....

I wonder that I gained weight just reading it!!

I wonder how our dear Abbie is this morning....and I so agree with BMW!

I wonder if we will have a white Christmas this year...

[Burntmarshmallow]

Wonder if Alffemom would want to try this..it is what we use in our house... there is free download and it has worked fine here is a link
http://www.lavasoft.com/products/ad_aware_free.php

wonder on the Busy day I have ahead of me and of course.wonder on hugs and lots of positive energy to the room and readers.
PEACE
BMW

[Alffe]

I wonder if I can say thank you so much to BMW....it took a long time to scan two computers but they found a "dangerous" virus and took care of it....I feel so safe.

I wonder if I can admit that I will still not do any applications or extra cirricular activities on FB but will keep track of family and friends there..

I wonder how happy I am about the pie....*grin

I wonder how happy I am that the plumber is coming this morning...I went to turn on the water in the kitchen sink this morning and the faucet came off in my hand...

I wonder how many of us will make reyn's pie's when she finally posts the recipe for Lonely1...

[Abbie]

I wonder that if one more person tells me to be strong, suck it up, hang on, or anything else along those lines... someone just may get hurt!!

I wonder that I may not seem positive.. I'm not.... It's hard to be positive when negative is just about all that happens to me... but I am still here so obviously... I am hanging on.

I wonder that it may not look like I am fighting... Duh... I'm still here.

I wonder if I can let everyone know that I do fight the demons of suicidal thoughts many, many, many times a day... I do have some fight left in me.

I wonder that many, many times I do want to walk away and leave the monsters in my life behind.... I understand that this would hurt others and that is something that I DO NOT want to do.

I wonder that getting this out has eased my brain.. Please don't worry about me... as I said... I'm still here.



Abbie