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09-19-2009, 05:59 PM
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Wisest Elder Ever
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I am excited and yet terrified to take this beginning water color class.
It starts on tuesday. I just went out to the shed (you may remember this)that we fixed up almost 7 years ago to be my art studio, it is in shambles the ceiling is falling down there is rat poop everywhere....all of my supplies were still just sitting there some nibbled on. It just made me want to cry. The shed is not a good studio, too humid...there was mold growing all over my papers and the table and the chair.... This has been a long time in coming but am wanting to try again. I want to learn how to paint again.....sob...this scares me so. I used to be able to paint...I have lots of work from before that I was looking at, stacks of it. Most of it was done while I was manic... ok I am crying again.... so I guess I just start over...I pick myself up and start over..... bizi
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