emotions at the moment. I looked at a much cheaper apartment this morning and just now mailed the application to the manager to it. The apartment is not as nice as the one I'm in now but I suppose with a lot of love to it it may be suitable. I really want this apartment on one hand and on the other I don't want it because it's not as nice. I have no choice though but to move into cheaper living arrangements. It will be very costly to me in the process of moving. The air conditioner in the apartment does not work all that great and if it's one thing I really need is a good working air conditioner as I like it really cold. I did not tell the manager I am not satisfied with the air or the smell of the apartment because I am always way too nice. Now I hate myself for not voicing my concerns right off the bat.

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