Oh Mari, I wish it were so easy to fix, or make better. Like a diabetic checks their sugar level and takes insulin to adjust. Gosh maybe someday it will be like that.

I think of you all on here everyday, and when I am crashing at 5 am until 9 am, I know I am not alone...

Why can't the doc's just figure out a balance and a decent medication that is even keel. Kicks in the high test gas when we need it, and slows down to the low grade to let us have a sleep pattern.

Here I feel better when someone is awake, I feel most vulnerable at night? But yet was a cop pulling the mid nights and wishing for the action

Feels like I can give in to sleep when the sun will soon be up, sucks for having energy though....a nap at supper time or 4 pm helps.

Hugs