yeah i'm so upset i just don't know what to do about my hair. try to fix it myself or go to someone else. before it was too long for me to do it myself. now, i could probably manage. i have cut it before and done a good job, but usually end up taking a lot of length off by the time i get things even. and even a good professional will need to take a fair bit of length off, just to fix it at this point.

but if i cut it any more, with good or bad results i won't be able to put it up at all. at best, it will mean i will be hot because it is hot and i like to take it up. but, if it comes out bad, i will be forced to look unpresentable on top of being hot! so then, i'll have to resort to hacking it all off... like into a bob cut! that looks good but i didn't want to cut it that short! it was almost to my waist!!!!

i wish i had never done this. i don't have the money for haircuts so it was a double whammy. it was a treat so i could look nice and maybe feel a little better.

i wish i had just told her to cut it even all around and not layer it. it was wavy even without being layered, and looked good. it looked better then, even though uneven, than now.

~ waves ~