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Old 09-09-2010, 04:45 PM #1
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what with the only 3 hours of sleep and getting up early to have our chimney worked on ... kitchen covered over and drilled, heater pulled out (last night)...

i forgot all about my Zoloft this morning!!! that's 2ce in a week. it ain't gonna work if i keep forgetting it.

this upheaval was very stressful today, and in the middle i got a call from the consultant saying he's gonna put me in for a Java job on a newer platform and to study... throughout this, some emotional stuff that hits home has built up. today things kinda took a strange turn and i went from "just" very worried, to feeling completely powerless and party to something destructive, that i am going to have to step out of...

i am quite upset by now. and have to get up early tomorrow again.

i just took a full milligram of my benzo, instead of a half....

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Dear waves,

Kudos for you and your pdoc !!

Im happy to hear Zoloft is starting to help you !! Silly dperession... So sorry about your fingers though !! Take care of them !!!

When are you having your tests for the heart ??

And, about the Java stuff, please, dont sress yourslef now !! Perhaps you should forget about everything at least while you feel better ??

Sending you love !!

And... hoping the complete benzo worked !!! Sleep, sleep, sleep !!!
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hello dear Majo

well here i still am and still uptight.

i think i might take some ambien. i have 5 hours to sleep it off... not great... but might be ok... dunno... maybe would be better off with a few more drops of the benzo, or some lorazepam.

the heart tests are tbd... i have to go to my gp and get requests, then book appts.... it's going to cost money and pdoc seemed to think it was important before running but otherwise he didn't seem to be toooo concerned... so i am going to wait... we have some other medical expenses in the family and i don't want those to be put off.

meantime, i will try to get out and walk sort of "aggressively" with the mind set that it is a "necessary preparation phase" to running again.

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I am worried about you waves....
The last couple of days sound intense to me, for you,
please be careful.
(((((((HUGS)))))
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I agree with bizi hun, dont push yourself too much !!! Try to relax !

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i just fell apart.

i've been crying my eyes out.

a tiny tiny should-be-insignificant thing happened... i knew it was intended as a funny, intellectually, but emotionally i just fell apart... i keep stopping and restarting crying....

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I am so sorry.
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I am sorry I wasn't here for you, we could have chatted.
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i just fell apart.
Dear Waves,
I'm sorry. Lots of hugs.


I hope you get some good sleep.
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