I feel so tired and sick of everything. I feel so much pain! I want it to stop!

Hi Axelle.

Many of us have felt they way you said. Keep talking to us.

There is also another group here at Neurotalk you might want to visit... that would be the SOS forum (Survivors of Suicide) ... many folks whose lives have been touched by suicides, whether desired, attempted, completed, or contemplated...
Survivors of Suicide Forum

Tell us about the pain. What kind of pain do you have?

(((hugs))) hang in there

~ waves ~

I've done much mistakes. I disappointed the one who loved me. Now they are all gone and it hurts! Sometimes i do say to myself that i deserve all that's happening to me! But now the pain is too much and it won't make a difference if i'm not there anymore

Dear Axelle,
You will feel better after you reach out to doctors for help.
Call the emergency number or go to the hospital emergency room.
M.

Is this physical pain or mental or both????
It sounds like your not being medicated properly.
Do you have a good support system?
are you living with someone, family?
we are here....
bizi

We are here to listen. So keep talking

Donna

Axelle We have all made many mistakes,and disappointed people,and they have done the same thing to us.

We understand desperation,and are here to talk,and to help you through it.

You are very valuable,and have worth. When our emotions are hurting,pains from the past come to the surface sometimes. Ask for the Lord to help you,and to forgive you for the mistakes you have made in the past.

Then think of it as false guilt,for it's a heavy thing to bear. The Lord is close to the broken hearted.

I have been to the point where I wanted to end it all,but I'm still here. Circumstances changed,I found help,and new strength.

BF

Oh Axel..there are so many times that I feel the exact same way you do...ihave been hospitalized twice due to wanting to...you know....but let me tell you...I am so glad i was hospitalized!!! Now I have a place to turn just in case. It opened my family's eyes so they can help me in my really hard times. You have so many people on here that truly care about how you feel. We will talk you through it....I am new on this forum, but have been on Neuro Talk for a few years....and believe me, the support is the same great family feeling in all the groups on here. I know I sound like a dork, but just give us a chance...everyone has helped me with my issues.
Pardon my nerdy-ness everyone.

Dear Axelle,

Please, dont hurt yourself... we do care about you...

I know how you feel... I have been in that dark deep hole more than once and I have felt like you are now, and I have said the things you are saying... and my NeuroTalk family rescued me more than once...

Im not as wise as they are, but I want to tell you that Im the living proof that things DO get BETTER. I have (like all humans) made thousands of mistakes... I have hurt people... people have hurt me... but time and love cures EVERYTHING. The most nasty feelings... the strongest pain... physical, emotional... it WILL get better....

Give time to time... Keep talking to us...

Are you on prozac ?? Is it working ?? Have you told your doc ??? are you sleeping ???

I send you big hugs and Im thinking about you.

Much love,
BlueMajo.

AXELLE reach out call your doctor have them change your meds keep talking to everyone here we all make mistakes you can also talk to a pastor if you wanted hang in there i know it will get better have faith