Can't school wait, a while?!?

Phyllis

Noooooo..... *sigh*

*You*, want to go, back??? Or, are you being forced? That doesn't
sound right for someone, who, just, got out of the hospital?!?
Sweety, I'm *not* trying to tell you what to do, honestly! But, look at how stressed and upset, you get *just*, *thinking*, about it! Do you honestly, think, it would be in your best interest to take all of this on, again, so soon???

,

Phyllis

Dear Majo,

Can you do half days for a week?
Perhaps you need to be in the lab. Tell the director that the doctor says you need to come in only for half a day for the next five days.

Or make up whatever you want.

You are already the star of the lab. The people in charge value you. They can manage with half of your presence for a week.

M

Sending good thoughts your way as you prepare to go back to work.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

Yeah... I HAVE To... I DO NOT WANT to...

Oh well... Yeah, I think I will go and do my stuff as quickly as possible and then leave.... ugh....

I hate that I know they hate me...

Thanks for thinking about me....

I honestly don't believe, it's true that, they have you!
However, if you, think, they do, I would just say to them, " Ya know, I really feel sorry for you, because, you're blowing the chance to get to know a really great person!! " And you know, what? You're not lying or being conceited, because, you're telling the truth!! All of us here at NeuroTalk, know, that!!!

Phyllis

Dear Majo

Sending you lots of in a carry-bag to take with you to the lab tomorrow. i know how it feels being "outed" ... and it probably is because you are brighter or a better performer in general. it's likely a matter of envy on their part, but it doesn't hurt any less, not to have the kind of camaraderie one would wish for in such an environment.

i am having a hard time too, let's just grit our teeth and bear it. better times have to come along. they just have to.

really work hard on your focus. that is changing focus from others observing you, and your work. try to hone in on your work. let it suck you in, absorb you, frustrate you if it must, but let it engross you, let it fascinate you... take you away to the magical land of neurophysiology. let your mind live there while you are in the lab.

more s in another tote bag... and wishes for a peaceful reentry tomorrow.

~ waves ~

Dear Majo,

Waves has words of wisdom.
Sometimes we cannot please people. Please yourself. In fact, I've purposely upset people before so that they know to give me space. I did it recently to a stupid person and his wife at work. Maybe it was not entirely his fault. I just do not want to try to be nice to him. It would require too much work.

Maybe pretend that you are queen of your own kingdom. These little people do not mean anything to you. They are allowed to be in the same physical space as you. They breathe the same air.
Ignore them. You are the queen of the lab.

M

Majo,

Hold on. We are hoping the best for you.

M